Sometimes when dozing off, our minds keeps running in the trail of thoughts.. the kind of thoughts that drain our energy physically and mentally.. and it's just torturing your poor soul gradually however, trying to escape them, the reality of how horrible and poisonous they are, trying to console yourself, yet you still fail at some point you just can't handle it anymore nor try to escape them, then eventually you just accept them letting each devour you silently..
Nevertheless trying to convince yourself that none of it is real, you no longer are able to do it anymore, you feel defeated, you just want it all to go away
The pain is unbearable though its just in your mind.
But it's too late for your mind to be convinced, you've been in these thoughts for who knows how long..
You just.. feel lost!