JustAGuy557

Is it weird that I just had a thought about an oc whose quirk cause them an entire moral dilemma and is as if I thought of it when I was having a mid-life crisis?
          	
          	Basically, they thought they were quirkless their entire life before they die in a villain attack and open their eyes to see their own dead body before looking down at themselves and realising they're in an entirely new body.
          	
          	The quirk is basically when they die their mind gets copied and basically overrides the mind of a nearby person, like that person could've had a wife and children and was living a happy life until they essentially get erased out of existence.
          	
          	This means that the oc practically has a mental breakdown over the fact that sometimes they will just "kill" someone automatically, like they can't stop it.
          	
          	I see them meeting Aizawa and becoming friends because he can just let them finally die in piece but he has to watch them get murdered for the quirk to be erased which he obviously doesn't want to do and as they get closer the choice becomes harder and harder to make and I'm just yapping at this point, I think I've seen to many traumatising mha books 

JustAGuy557

Is it weird that I just had a thought about an oc whose quirk cause them an entire moral dilemma and is as if I thought of it when I was having a mid-life crisis?
          
          Basically, they thought they were quirkless their entire life before they die in a villain attack and open their eyes to see their own dead body before looking down at themselves and realising they're in an entirely new body.
          
          The quirk is basically when they die their mind gets copied and basically overrides the mind of a nearby person, like that person could've had a wife and children and was living a happy life until they essentially get erased out of existence.
          
          This means that the oc practically has a mental breakdown over the fact that sometimes they will just "kill" someone automatically, like they can't stop it.
          
          I see them meeting Aizawa and becoming friends because he can just let them finally die in piece but he has to watch them get murdered for the quirk to be erased which he obviously doesn't want to do and as they get closer the choice becomes harder and harder to make and I'm just yapping at this point, I think I've seen to many traumatising mha books 

JustAGuy557

Welcome back to random things I put in my Conversations because it's late at night, and I'm too sleep deprived to do anything else.
          
          Is it weird that I sometimes enjoy watching romance anime? Like I'm a guy and should have nothing to do with the genre and have no interest in it whatsoever, but when it's really late and I just hate my life as usual, I watch romance stuff because it's wholesome and it reminds me that nothing in my life is that special and that I probably won't ever have a romantic partner, or at the very least a good one, so I just watch the cute moments and know that I can only dream of having something like that.
          
          Is that weird and also should I see a therapist? Yes. Am I going to acknowledge that fact? No cause I'm lazy and super tired and definitely not too busy watching a romance anime rn hahaha that was real laughter I swear

JustAGuy557

What's the end goal of life? Like why do we have to do everything that we do just to die and be forgotten? Like my life is only gonna be remembered by family and close friends, so when they die the only thing left of me is a gravestone.
          
          I should go to bed.

JustAGuy557

ngl I wasn't expecting to get answers. Just another existential crisis I had before bed and just wanted to write it down somewhere lol. I appreciate all the kind words and I know that the fact we are alive is amazing and that the meaning to life is the meaning we give it, it's just kinda discouraging.
            
            Yeah I should definitely sleep more
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-AFRICKENGOD

@JustAGuy557 there is no end goal of life. Nor is there any simple answer to that questions, after all, how many philosphors have spent their own lives trying to conquer it? we all exist, and we all have an entire lifetime to leave our mark on the world and how we chose to do that may be as big or as small as we deem it to be, and that's probably the beauty of it all.
            Life isn't a question to be answer, but literally something to live. We either make our mark or we don't. And 'our marks' aren't just going to be remember by those close to us, but anyone. How strange is it that you and I could possibly pass each other on the street and yet never should we know? We could live on two different countries, across states or even across hemispheres, and yet I know your humor by the marks you leave on the stories I write. 
            
            A gravestone is not the end or the final mark of our legacies, but rather the last checkpoint, if I had to sum it up. People are going to come and go, and maybe in 500 years our life will be forgotten, but will our words? Will our stories? The art we leave behind in all forms? The books we read, the air we smell, the home we live in. People won't forget those.
            We can do everything or not, but the choice will always be ours. And it's never just to die, but to just pass on to the next. Not everyone gets the limelight forever, and whether we like it or not, at time we must pass the light and torches on to the children in order to give them the joys of the life that we may never get.
            
            Life is really just about living. And it's not someone else's decision, but our own. Because you, against all odds, are alive.
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-CHIGIRIHYOMA-

@JustAGuy557 You know, my dad told me something once: that life has no meaning until we give it one. Poetic, isn't it? I like to believe that the meaning of life differs from person to person. For me, it's helping others as much as I can as long as I live- and not stop until I'm the best in my standards!! Tough goal, but I love working for it. You'll find your reason to live as long as you keep at it! :D Be a person noteworthy enough that not just your family and friends will remember you! How's that for a reason?
            
            P.S.: It's 3 AM and my brain is lagging. I apologise if what I said doesn't make sense.
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