JustMichaelKK

Sorry for not being online much, haven't forgot about wattpad i promise.
          	
          	It's tough to continue something i have lost interest for. Like both writing the ship story between William and Patri and the series Black clover itself, i'm not attached to it as i used to be.
          	
          	I promise i will finish the story but it will take a long time due to my lack of interest (i guess?) and my constant low energy. I know i said it thousands of times but yeah, that's it.
          	
          	I apologize for the wait.

JustMichaelKK

Sorry for not being online much, haven't forgot about wattpad i promise.
          
          It's tough to continue something i have lost interest for. Like both writing the ship story between William and Patri and the series Black clover itself, i'm not attached to it as i used to be.
          
          I promise i will finish the story but it will take a long time due to my lack of interest (i guess?) and my constant low energy. I know i said it thousands of times but yeah, that's it.
          
          I apologize for the wait.

JustMichaelKK

What does everyone think of the new theme and bio? Is it okay to use?
          
          I tried to be a little more 'open' on what i like? I think? No clue. 
          I'm still exploring what kind of genre of books i like but it's kinda tough when i don't find many interesting. if anyone has read a good book or of anykind could you recommend one to me if not too much trouble? I'd appreciate it very much.

Glitteryonion

@JustMichaelKK Glitter works! 
            yeah, I getcha. I like finding books in charity shops where I live. 
            
            That's be great! yeah, let me know what you think!
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JustMichaelKK

@Glitteryonion Thank you! I'm not sure what to call you but i might call you Glitter for now if that is okay.
            There's a ton of books to discover and it's rough not knowing what genres i like. It takes a long time for me to find a book i think is interesting:') 
            
            hehe what if i checked out your book later?
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JustMichaelKK

@mistymochi7 ^^ I'm glad!
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JustMichaelKK

Y'all i'm trying to write chapter #44 because it feels like it has been way too long but writers block is hitting me hard and everything i written feels plain and i have no creativity... i don't know ;cry;

Glitteryonion

@JustMichaelKK   maybe take a break for a tiny while? like get a snack, listen to some music, mull it over in your head, then get back to it. 
            
            the plainness stinks when it arrives. 
            another option is to switch to another story and try there. i sometimes find my writing style changes subtly when I change story, so it might eliminate the plainness.
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mistymochi7

@JustMichaelKK same here. writers block supreme
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Glitteryonion

TY for the follow!<333

Glitteryonion

@JustMichaelKK   ty, that means so much to me <333
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JustMichaelKK

@Glitteryonion No need to thank me, You are a wonderful person. ^^
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Glitteryonion

LIHUA! <333
          Hehe, you've been captured by the apothecary diaries <3
          there's no turning back

JustMichaelKK

@Glitteryonion OH MY GOSH I CAN'T SPELL 'EVERYONE' RIGHT. That's so embarrassing ;cry;
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JustMichaelKK

@Glitteryonion Oh my gosh i can agree! I think the aesthetic Lihua has is the prettiest one in my opinion but everhone has their own unique aesthetic and i love it. And it definitely suits them! 
            
            Ooh don't even get me started on the jinshi x maomao ship. . . As of right now, i could go hours just yapping about them HAHAHAHA
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Glitteryonion

@JustMichaelKK   she issss, 
            I love that each concubine has their own aesthetic, that while it's chosen for them, still matches their personalities<3
            
            jinshi x maomao is *chef's kiss* one of the best ships <3
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JustMichaelKK

I can't believe i finished watching both season one and two in just four days of the apothecary diaries. . . IT. IS. SO DAMN GOOD!! I'm freaking out over jinshi and maomao so bad lol i need to see MORE OF THEM I SWEAR! UFHDHS I'M GONNA CRY.
          
          You can just tell how much jinshi is inlove with her! AND YET THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE INTERRUPTING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

mistymochi7

@JustMichaelKK I'LL JOIN YOU
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JustMichaelKK

@mistymochi7 IF THEY EVER GET TOGETHER, I'LL LITERALLY CRY TEARS OF JOY. I'D BE HAPPY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
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mistymochi7

@JustMichaelKK IT'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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JustMichaelKK

Today i started watching The Apothecary Diaries and i have to say it is pretty good so far! I started watching it mostly because out of boredom and was curious about it at the same time (If that makes sense pfft probably not.)
          
          But i did see a few videos of the anime on tiktok and heard a few people talk about it and i couldn't help but be intrigued. If anybody else has seen it don't spoil anything i'm only on episode 7!! So far i like Maomao, that jinshi guy and Lihua. If that was her name, lol i hope so.

mistymochi7

@JustMichaelKK I love it it's super goooooood! what happens on ep7 again?
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JustMichaelKK

Managed to post a new chapter while struggling badly. I hope it turned out well for those who still reads the story.
          
          losing hope that people still do anyway. 
          
          Ugh sorry if this sounds depressing or whatever.

Glitteryonion

@JustMichaelKK   I just started it <33
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JustMichaelKK

Not gonna lie sometimes i wonder if i will ever get better, it's been 8 years and nothing ever seems to be getting better. It only gets worse.
          
          The joy, the pleasure, the confidence i once had has been sucked out of my life. I'm not sure what i'm living for anymore, i don't feel real, only someone who's watching a show but in first person all the time. Or perhaps a dream? I don't know. All i know is that i am not getting better.
          
          Sorry, i'm not sure whether writing this is the right thing. . . I promise i'm fine.

JustMichaelKK

@Glitteryonion Yeah i get what you said but i don't have Asta's mindset or anything. Sorry if i sound dramatic by what i said so far. 
            
            Nice to hear it helps you get out of bed though.
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Glitteryonion

@JustMichaelKK you have a black clover character as your pfp, so I know you'll get it when I say "YOU'RE NOT DONE YET!"
            
            when life is tough, think "what would asta do?"
            not insanely helpful, but it's gotten me out of bed on quite a few mornings.<333
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JustMichaelKK

@Glitteryonion I have grown used to feeling like this, especially the feeling when you feel very empty like a void. There's not much to do about it after so long.
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