Oh my godddd I'm loosing itttr I feel so empty and miserable and I'm never acknowledged for any of this but still expected to help others and i feel ignored half the time and nobody wants to talk to me ever it feels like unless its a last resort thing why doesnt anybody care about me whatsoever what did I do wrong whatwas so deserving of being ignored and everything i cant even talk to them ahour it because they are going through a lot already so I get why they may act different, but i jusf want acknowledged that im going through a lot instead of being pinned as a pick me and an attention seeker mahbe im seeking attention because i don't get it mang othdr places i shiuld just end it alreadhyyyygshwhbdbbbsbsbsbsbsbbsbdbsajkasllfflwmakc