I'm E I G H T T E E N Years Young

"If it is to be, it is up to me."

I'm A New Writer Working My Way Up


1. Hold You Down (COMPLETE)

This was inspired throughout personal situations. Nicki has been in love with SB and vice versa, but they never admit their love until now. Despite the bad things that occur they are still holding each other down. 

2. Unfinished Business

Part two has more to come. Nicki faces a lot of painful things and SB is trying his best protect her and help her overcome these issues. Even with his father and mother situations he's trying to make everybody happy, but why not leave the past in the past?

1. The Black Sheep

This book is inspired throughout true events. A young girl grows up being the black sheep of her family. Her father has been on drugs for a while, so it's just her mother, her younger sister, and her self. She feels as if everybody is against her and nobody loves her. Remember the black sheep of the family is the gifted one. 

1. Pills N Potion

This was inspired throughout the song 'Pills N Potion'. Nicki is still in love with her ex, but she's afraid to hurt her current boyfriend. She battles with loving the two once her ex gets released from prison. She's forces to overdose just to stop loving both. 

1.  Behind Closed Doors

This book is inspired throughout another book named as well, "Behind Closed Doors", yet there are three sisters who grow up watching their sister get abused. Their father sends them letters due to him being sent away in the army, but their mother just keeps a man to help her focus. Their mother doesn't realize what's going on behind closed doors when she's not around, but the girls father will come home soon to find out what's wrong with his girls. 

1. Endurance

This is about a young girl transforming into a young lady. I've decided to let people know what I've been through a little bit in my life and how you have to endure strength to continue on with life. Everyone needs a little motivation.