I’m in tears. And it’s the first time in four years that I’ve cried this hard. If you want to, just ignore this, because I just need somewhere to share my thoughts, so if you don’t want to hear this, I recommend you leave
I just finished reading the Hyunlix FF ‘Cliche’, and oh good lord, am I in tears. It’s 2 a.m. and I can’t stop crying. That one fanfic… it’s shattered my mask. The beginning is sweet, so lovely, so gravitational, it’ll pull you deeper until you can’t get out. I feel so lonely right now, I’ve got no one I can share this with. I don’t know why… this story stuck to me a lot. Maybe because it’s just… well, too real.
Not only the fact that every couple has to go through hardships and that loving is hard… but the fact that you have to split up and leave people behind. Most of them. And they’re mostly the ones you cherish so much… and it also reminds me that the world is cruel. People will do anything to have things done their own way. They’ll kill, hurt, abandon and destroy. Some can’t stand seeing others happy… and I’ll be a fool if I disagree with that. Sometimes I wonder, why are we even alive right now? To suffer? All we have is temporary. We’re just going to die and leave it all behind. Then why even bother to live? God is great, but God is cruel too. All man is capable of is collecting wealth and chasing after happiness greedily, and ends up losing what other things that matter. Then… why?
