Kaoru-Karra

Very angry these days. Why is that? Why am I like that?
          	I want to be a flower again. If the wind is too strong and devastating, I want to break. When water is pouring around, I want to drow. I want to be better, be sweet, be innocent. 
          	I want to know how soft I can begin. I want to feel everything and nothing and, at the same time give myself to you, to your hands. 
          	I want to be fragile, that you will think just good about me, because I think just good about you. 
          	Why am I angry? It makes me dirty, it makes me filthy. And I don't want that. How can I help myself be better, be good again? 
          	Please, Lord, help me...

Kaoru-Karra

Very angry these days. Why is that? Why am I like that?
          I want to be a flower again. If the wind is too strong and devastating, I want to break. When water is pouring around, I want to drow. I want to be better, be sweet, be innocent. 
          I want to know how soft I can begin. I want to feel everything and nothing and, at the same time give myself to you, to your hands. 
          I want to be fragile, that you will think just good about me, because I think just good about you. 
          Why am I angry? It makes me dirty, it makes me filthy. And I don't want that. How can I help myself be better, be good again? 
          Please, Lord, help me...

Kaoru-Karra

Dal by som Ti všetko na svete. Čo by som dokázal. Oh, áno, keby som mohol. Keby ma neomedzovalo toľko vecí a keby si vedel, keby si vedel. Dal by som Ti všetko.
          
          Cítim, ako mi ľalie rastú v hrudi. To nie je telesné. Nie je to telo, nie je to hmota. Ja... Akoby si už konečne hanahaki ku mne našlo cestu. Viem, že nič nerastie, no ten pocit, tá bolesť...
          
          Skutočne by som bol skvelý. Bol by som sladký a dobrý. Bol by som osobou, ktorá by Ťa robila šťastným. Bol by si za mňa rád. A ja by som Ti dal všetko.
          
          A nie som krásny a moja reč je iná, než tá Tvoja. Ale rozumel by som a na smiech jazyk netreba. Keby som niekedy v živote dostal šancu. Keby som niekedy v živote dostal znova aspoň jednu šancu. Jedinú...
          
          Už neskoro, už je to preč. Príliš skoro som si všetky šance vyminul. Ako hlupák. I Ty si si minul svoje lístky, čo si mohol vymeniť. Prišiel som neskoro, i na svet.
          
          Ale pritom viem, že... Dal by som Ti všetko. Možno. Verím tomu. A nikdy sa nedozviem pravdu, nikdy Ti to nepoviem. Iba do vzduchu a budem dúfať, že existujú dvojčacie duše a životy potom, aby som ťa našiel.
          
          
          
          

Kaoru-Karra

I can hear the wolves calling me home
          Where I can be with my mind and my soul
          My Lord or someone stronger than me,
          Please, let me go.
          Because wolves are waiting for me,
          For the lost child, that is suffering.
          Mom, mom, don't be sad that I run away,
          but my home is here,
          Where owls tell the stories,
          Where bears are my friends,
          Where I can feel my lonely heart
          In the waterfalls,
          when I fell.
          
          

Kaoru-Karra

Planets, stars and universe
          Mountain, trees and animals
          Flowers, fields and butterflies
          Sky, clouds and rain
          Nature, my love
          There is strange love
          Inside my heart
          I'm in love
          I'm in love
          I'm in love.
          I am in love with the world
          without people
          Nature.
          I'm in love. 

Kaoru-Karra

You reached your dream with my good heart. Won't mess it. You can be what you want, golden waterfall, but there were someone, who wanted to see you grabing the stars. My good heart is always open. For you, for them, for everyone. 

Kaoru-Karra

You forgot what I did for you
          You don't remember
          Like everyone else
          You forgot how I played with your hair
          I was so innocent
          Your hair made of gold
          I played and played 
          and everything what I deserve from you is feeling
          Only one feeling
          I am not good enough for you
          You was taken by him
          You was happy with him
          I found lovely beautiful boy
          But you don't remember I was there
          I've never told you
          I will never tell you
          How I feel about your existence
          My beautiful idol made of gold and smoke
          You don't belong next to me
          So do I? 

Kaoru-Karra

this message may be offensive
The world is fucked up
          It can't be better
          People can't be humans
          Humanity is only in fairy tales
          I don't believe in it anymore
          The world is shithole
          It. Can't. Be. Better.
          Nature is more for me
          People are real monsters
          I hate me just for being human
          When I will die
          I hope everyone will die with me
          Just for better place
          On Earth
          For creatures
          Which are beautiful and innocent. 

Kaoru-Karra

I am really messy in my heart of grey
          Grey clothes, grey shoes and all grey veins
          I am chaotic being in dirt and smoke
          So filthy and black, only poisoned rogue
          My grey eyes are full of pretty you
          Your light being and light yellow view
          When your orange meets me, I would rise
          You can see my greyness in my empty eyes
          I am really tidy in my soul of grey
          Because I understand in a perfect way
          How you feel, when your life goes down
          I can love you truly and teach you how. 
          So be my lovely colour of this world
          And I can swear to you I will not hurt.