I'm literally dying inside. I have no body to relate to in my situation. I want to tell you my story, but I don't want to upset anyone. I want someone to tell me, they understand, that they dont pity me. I would be telling ya'll stuff that I've only told one person. I don't know if I'm ready to do that. But I need to get it out at somepoint before it overwhelms me. Before I do something drastic, before it's to late. I'm so confused and conflicted right now. I just need someone.