👑 I'm a Prince 👑

I'm going to scream, there was this book I read on here maybe a few months ago, that I apparently never saved to my library/archives and I cannot for the life of me remember the name of it.
          
          The summary I can remember was there was this vampire who had like white hair, or super light blonde, and he couldn't remember how he was turned into a vampire, but like a werewolf finds him and wants to kill him because he thinks vampires are bad but doesnt end up killing him, the vampire has like this therapist he video called and like she's prevalent for a while, and like the werewolf has a family of other misfit wolves cause of stuff, and theres this other werewolf who cant speak cause he's like part siren and his voice kills people. The OG vampire can sing and has a good voice and his singing makes people tired? But like the sire of him comes back and like alters memories of the new family the vampire has and like he manages to break them from the spell and stuff but I cant remember this damn story and I'm going to literally scream because I cant find it.
          
          If you know what I'm talking about, PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME WHAT IT IS THANKS YOU

YALL GUESS WHO IS DONE WITH FINALS AND WANTS TO DIE??? MEEEE!!! I finally have a fucking break from the shitshow that was this semester.

I HATE ART HISTORY WHY IS IT A REQUIERMENT FOR MY DEGREE

I've got a new like rp book out? Yay? Look at it or not I dont really care.

I wanna fucking die.

I was actually hapoy yesterday, for once in like 3 weeks, but now I just feel like shit again. I started talking to you again because I was feeling better, and now you make me wish I hadn't started at all. I'm sorry I question things, I was fucking curious, and then I get berated for sparking a conversation on stuff I'm not exactly comfortable discussing to people I don't even see on a day to day basis. I didn't want for it to go that way it just did, and then when I asked to stop the conversation you fucking ask why I started it in the first place.. I don't want to keep getting depressed over little things, but it's fucking hars to keep my head level when I have so many things going on fright now okay? Can you please give me a break? I'm basically alone because no one ever talks to me.. Don't make me have to keep feeling this way, I'm trying..

Please bring on the angst. I like need something to keep my mind occupied, or even just to vent my frustrations out on. Like pleaseeeee hmu if you wanna be angsty with me

I'm trying.. I try to make you proud of me.. I try doing things that are not like me, in hopes that you'll show some form of interest, or at least praise me for trying.. I'm trying.. But it seems like you only care when I mess up.. Can't you see I'm trying to change for the better? Fucking at least try to show some form of interest in what I say, rather than almost ignoring me! What more do you want from me?! I can't be perfect, and I can't be the daughter you thought I was! I can be the son you wanted, if you'd just let me be myself.. I'm not crazy.. Sometimes I don't want to try anymore.. I'm done trying..

When you try and stand up for me, you can't use the wrong pronouns.. It doesn't work like that. I try not to correct you, because I know you're working on using the right ones, but it hurts when you try to defend me and use the wrong ones.. It hurts to know that I told you a few weeks ago, and you still use the wrong ones. I've heard you use the correct ones twice now? Why is it taking you so long? Why is everything going to shit right now..?

I kinda wish I was dead. I just kinda feel like a waste of space, and that all I can ever do is mess things up. I'm kinda in the feels right now, I'll probably be gone for a while till I can get out of this rut I'm in.