KirishimaArk

Well, I never told any of you guys this but I've had a failing relationship with my mother for the past year or so, and just today she suddenly dropped by the house with all of the clothes I had stored at her place so I think it's official that she's kicked me out. I just.... I've been crying for a good five minutes once I realized what had happened and I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm having my dad call me off school tomorrow, and I don't plan on doing anything all day. I'm just saying the stories are going to be pushed off for longer than they already have been until I can get my shit together to write for you all. I'm ranting so much right now but it does feel better to get this off my chest then to bottle it up.

So, uh, this isn't anything big but I do want to show my support for a family who recently lost their 16-year-old son. He's a high school Sophomore much like myself and I just feel awful about the entire thing. I won't give much as I don't want to dox myself, but I will say that he suffered a brain aneurysm after practice since he's a softball player at my high school. He was pronounced braindead, and was medically induced into a coma from what I know. He might actually be dead, and it's just an awful situation for everyone.
          
          I didn't know him very well, and we didn't talk ever but he was a good kid and was well loved. I'm just so sorry this happened to him, and to his parents, and girlfriend. None of them deserve this pain, nor does the school and his teammates. It's just horrible.
          
          If I don't post for a while don't worry, I'm okay, and don't plan on doing anything. I just wanted to get this off my chest as grief is a heavy thing to carry, and hold onto. I sound like a therapist lol. Anyway, that's all I wanted to say, thanks for reading if you did.

Help I miss hanging out with you  (It's Finn, I go by Oliver now)

when will you update your books again?

Well, falling through your bed isn't fun-
          
          My spine, wrist, knees, and head hurt now-
          
          For context, I don't have slats that are built into my bes frame, only having two wooden planks holding up my bed and the adjacent mattress and thing supporting my mattress. Those little boards pulled away from the one side where nothing is underneath my bed as I have those little drawers on the other side.
          
          Which meant my bed, me, my plushies, blanket, and pillow went crashing to the floor under my bed.
          
          I had to call for help from my brother-

Does anyone else get those random out of body experiences where it feels like everything looks farther away than it is? Cause I currently feel like that, as if I'm overwhelmed but I'm not entirely certain-
          
          I'm still in class to, so, uhhh, help-?

I don't know if anyone saw that A/N I made on "The American's Kids" but I'll post it here and slightly shorter because it is LONG-
          
          This is incredibly awkward for me. I never really expected for people to still ask me to update when I discontinued the stories.
          
          So I'll cut you all a deal. If you all can wait, I'll make maybe a few chapters. Just depends.
          
          If I'm honest, I did miss writing for you all. I've mostly just been reading stories, and working on personal things, and maybe a few other stories that I might post. I'm still debating it.
          
          I do apologize for discontinuing the stories without an explanation.
          
          I felt awful not having any plans for any of the stories. I was kinda just making it up as I went, hence the reason I made different versions. I just didn't know how to finish it, and I wanted to get headcannons for my characters out of the way first which is still being worked on.
          
          Another reason was probably my lack of motivation. You all provided me with plenty of support, and I honestly can't show my gratitude enough for it, but I am incredibly sorry for stopping my stories.
          
          They're excuses, I know, but you guys should have a reason, and I can provide that.
          
          Another thing, I gave someone permission to use my character in their own story, Lectwist Island, who was made for a school project.
          
          To be honest, I might just make her and America roommates instead of a married couple as I don't truly have them in a romantic relationship at all, and they're only really good friends that went with the "Married my best friend" dynamic.
          
          I'm putting question marks next to the stories with an uncertainty of completion, however, one is fully planned out with chapter titles and everything, so be expecting chapters again!

Okay, so-
          
          I've been diagnosed with something called "Walking Pneumonia" from what my brother told me, it's curable with prescription antibiotics if it's a bacterial infection in my lungs.
          
          I won't be posting for a while, well, I still will post when I can.
          
          Just figured I'd give an update.

Please make more of america x Lectwist

Is it bad that I don't want to fall asleep?
          
          It's 1:17AM and my alarm goes off at 5:15AM for school. I try to fall asleep but I don't want to, at all. My thoughts are keeping me awake, and my insomnia.