Lost Boy

I need a friend, you need a friend, can I claim you as my friend now?

This is not a threat, I promise
          It’s a warning baby I just want you to know 
          They’re taking my heart now 

I’ve been told I’ve been living under a rock my whole life, I don’t disagree lol

Does anyone ever just feel.. like you’re ashamed or feel guilty if you eat way too much then you want to throw it up but you can’t because then people will hear you 
          
          Tis kinda feels that way rn ://

All my life I’ve been feeling sad
          I don really care what you think ‘bout that 

And I know there’s a blade where your heart is 
          And you know how to use it

Why is it so easy to come out as pan 
          But not easy to come out As trans
          lol I love how it rhymes 

Addicted to Love
          And you’re my supplier
          You and I 
          We burn like a fire 
          
          Your words they cut like barbed wire
          And that’s how it feels when you love a lier. 

          Please, please be here for me dear 
          Cause I've never needed a friend more 
          And I cant stress enough how much it means to me that you're trying 
          And I don't mind if you can't hold me like you used to 
          Cause I've never hated myself more 
          But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying 
          

Are you tired of me yet?
          I’m a little sick right now but I swear, when I’m ready I will fly us out of here