The 5th kid in a family of 4 I came into the world fighting for everything and getting nothing.  Life never cutting me a break. Bad only got worst. When you learn to make the most of it,. even what should be bad has a way of shining. Things I learned young carried me thru life with empty pockets and a full heart.  Truma kept me from maturing and a 13 yr old scared kid trapped inside a aging body torments me daily yet i try to force smiles but i fear soon the will no longer cover the dark feelings inside