I'm sad, depressed, sadistic and very selfish, but I am quite happy,  joyful, kind and caring. In all honesty I'm sick of people but I can't live without them, for I hate them but love them. All the more for not one person is the same while a group is just a simple minded organism. I love to enlighten people especial in their own stupidity, depression and misery because if they can see their own obstacles all they need to do then is accept them for those things are apart of who they are. Until then they won't grow to be who they truly are.