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I just ran a 5k race for Cross-country, and I got 11th out of 40 people. Now. You may be thinking, 'good job Kyra, that's a slay'. Yep, I know, I did really good, but my dad thinks that because I didn't beat this one girl that literally got all the good genes in her fam and is literally built different, I'm suddenly not as good at anything if I don't beat her. Combining this with my very poor mental state, and I end up feeling like shit, quite literally (I'm bouta throw up), it's so fucking stupid and I wish I could just run away and sleep for the rest of my life.
Thanks you for listening to my rant, until next time ^-^