Kinda gonna vent here if that’s okay
TW’s: SH, bl00d mention, toxic parents, mention of n33dles
If you don’t like this don’t read it.
TW once again
Starts here.
So basically today my mom sprung on me that I was going to get my blood drawn which I HATE needles and last time I got one I passed out. So having her come home and say “we’re getting blood work done!” Was real fun. We got there, I had 3 panic attacks, an anxiety attack and cried almost the whole way there. I was so close to getting it done when I said no I can’t do it and so my mom FORCED ME DOWN AND HELD ME DOWN AND SAID FOR THE NURSE TO JAB THE NEEDLE IN. the nurse said “no they aren’t ready for this so I won’t” which made my mom PISSED. So she got mad at me, said I was pathetic and yeah. She proceeded to leave the house KNOWING I WAS SUICIDAL AT THE MOMENT which i then Self harmed. She came home, forced my sleeves up and then yelled at me for an hour about not trusting me and having to take me everywhere because I’m suicidal…
I hate my mom…