L_But_Im_Stupid

A family friends dog just died! Her name was jade, very lovely dog. Loved her. She died monday and I just found out about it when I heard my mom and her friend (the girl who owned the dog) was talking about it! This is a lovely way to start a Saturday.

L_But_Im_Stupid

@Jinxuscrimes Actually I can relate. That happens a lot.
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Sammy_boi17

@L_But_Im_Stupid can’t compare to my start
          	  my parents were yelling at each other in the car while i was in the back and i finally realized that most of their arguments were my moms fault
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L_But_Im_Stupid

A family friends dog just died! Her name was jade, very lovely dog. Loved her. She died monday and I just found out about it when I heard my mom and her friend (the girl who owned the dog) was talking about it! This is a lovely way to start a Saturday.

L_But_Im_Stupid

@Jinxuscrimes Actually I can relate. That happens a lot.
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Sammy_boi17

@L_But_Im_Stupid can’t compare to my start
            my parents were yelling at each other in the car while i was in the back and i finally realized that most of their arguments were my moms fault
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L_But_Im_Stupid

Just stayed up for the 5 night in a row! I'm impressed with myself.

Grippers4Lifer

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@L_But_Im_Stupid  Damn I'm only at 2 I have to drink coffee that shit low key nasty to me but meh .I ended up reading the 'I love atsushi ' on Ao3 Don't ask why I realized that isn't normal when I went through that shit without throwing up and getting other things but idk Ik Ima go somewhere when I die it probably ain't heaven
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L_But_Im_Stupid

I'm trying to work on my Helluva boss story to because I made it to write out my friends ocs love story but it's so hard with my phone because of how small it is I can bearly see anything.
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L_But_Im_Stupid

I can also dye my hair Blue and yellow because my parents are allowing me. Yay.
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L_But_Im_Stupid

My love life is so messed up.... I have a crush on my best friend and I have a crush on someone that doesn't even know me. My friends are also making it even worse by calling me fat (Which I am over weight and I know it, it just hurts) and bragging in my face that they're dating someone.
          This was just some random vent because I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.

Avocado_Da_Frog

@L_But_Im_Stupid Dw bro I gotta crush on my best freinds brother and someone I know online. I feel ya.
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Grippers4Lifer

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@L_But_Im_Stupid pookie people that say mean ass shit, to you , about anything regarding you are not real.It sucks that there are barely an real people left .Just drop them and about your crush it's fine and probably normal I have the same ass problem with that too.Regarding your weight , it doesn't matter your size.Your perfect it don't matter if your over weight so don't rub that shit in it's normal and the society we live in is more than fucked rn.People are screwed up in the head, about anything, size, color, gender.Its okay.Ik your life will go through shit then get out of it. That's fine , but those 'friends' are just adding to that problem .My life went through shit , I got a lot of shit for being over weight then , I got diagnosed with an ed, and had problems .Now ,Whenever I look at the size , rn I'm a small I get reminder the shit everyone goes through with being over weight and under weight.But that's okay again , bae your perfect don't let their shit get to you, life is up and down .Just let them go I promise it will be for the better,For me letting go of the toxic ones made everything and other people's lives better.I hope you do get better.Rember your size is fine and your body is beautiful no matter what.
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Samus146

@L_But_Im_Stupid Girl, People that call you fat are not your friends (Even if you are overweight they don't need to rub it in) If they brag that they are dating, get yourself some real friends. I'd give you a hug if I could. Letting go of toxic people in your life is a big step in loving yourself.
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L_But_Im_Stupid

Starting my second week of school!!!! (Not in total just this year pray for me I already want to die)

BUMGC300

@L_But_Im_Stupid  my schools starts in 2 weeks, yes i will pray for you i dont want to go to school this year bc my friends are going to a diff school then me :( but good luck with school!
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Samus146

@L_But_Im_Stupid I will, fam. I hate school so damn much.
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L_But_Im_Stupid

What's my favorite poem by Edgar Allan Poe? Annabel lee. What's the poem?
          
          It was many and many a year ago,
             In a kingdom by the sea,
          That a maiden there lived whom you may know
             By the name of Annabel Lee;
          And this maiden she lived with no other thought
             Than to love and be loved by me.
          
          I was a child and she was a child,
             In this kingdom by the sea,
          But we loved with a love that was more than love—
             I and my Annabel Lee—
          With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven
             Coveted her and me.
          
          And this was the reason that, long ago,
             In this kingdom by the sea,
          A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
             My beautiful Annabel Lee;
          So that her highborn kinsmen came
             And bore her away from me,
          To shut her up in a sepulchre
             In this kingdom by the sea.
          
          The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
             Went envying her and me—
          Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
             In this kingdom by the sea)
          That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
             Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
          
          But our love it was stronger by far than the love
             Of those who were older than we—
             Of many far wiser than we—
          And neither the angels in Heaven above
             Nor the demons down under the sea
          Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
             Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
          
          For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
             Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
          And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
             Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
          And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
             Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
             In her sepulchre there by the sea—
             In her tomb by the sounding sea.
          
          Amazing poem I know.