Lamsmotlambs21
Follow my new acc, @thatbisexualbean
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I might have to leave fir a while
Im leaving this up until 12 tomorrow
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Okay guys follow @DucksAreSheep33
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AH CRAP GUYS SHE GOT WATTPAD THIS MEANS DELETING POSTS EVERYBODY ACT NATURALLLLL
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@Alpha_Abyss11 *Hyperventilating* AHHHAHSHGSHSVSHSVSJBEJEH If she sees this she prob wont know its her tho so-
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If you finish thus, youre my best friend
"GO BEYOND..."
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So uh
Ive come to a conclusion that im bi because
✨Anime boys✨
But also like-
✨Anime girls✨
Anyways yeh
seongology
⭐Post✨this⭐on✨the⭐10 nicest✨peoples✨profiles⭐and✨if⭐you get⭐ten✨back⭐then✨you⭐are really⭐special✨❤️❤️❤️✨
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY *Throws heart-shaped cake in your face*
seongology
@Lamsmotlambs21 @Lamsmotlambs21 Yes you are! Also here is your daily reminder to eat something
Lamsmotlambs21
I have a confession to make.
I'm have philophobia. Its not a good mix with my personality, because I can never keep my feelings in. If I love somebody, I'll tell them. I'm living in constant fear and pain every day because I'm always loving somebody and I know somebody loves me. I'm afraid if I let people love me and I hurt them, then I'll break them. And I'm afraid if I get to close to people and they leave, I'll break.
The thing that triggered this is a toxic and one slightly abusive relationship.
One of them was very toxic. She said I and everything I did was dumb and stupid. She never said anything nice to me yet I still loved her for some reason I couldnt understand, but my friends helped me.
The other was kind of abusive, I dont want to get into the details about that. I'm just not ready.
My philophobia is getting better my the day though, because Nacho is helping me through it and reminding me that I'm just a human. I'm putting too much strain on myself. She is amazing. Some people laughed when I told them, one cried because she thought it was because of her (we like just made up) and that's what I was afraid of, but I dont think anybody could have the reaction like Nacho did.
My philophobia is the reason I usually come off as rude in person, and closed up. Anyways, I've been up all night wondering if I should post this and I knew my wattpad friends and family would be understanding and accepting. I hope you are.
Lilacgirlfromvenus
@Lamsmotlambs21 I have no idea why I'm just seeing this. You have absolutely no reason to apologize to anyone. It's not your fault. I have terrible trust issues. No one knows absolutely everything about me, and they never will. ANYWAYS, I hope it gets better! heal on your own time.
seongology
@Lamsmotlambs21 Of course I'll accept you! I'm here if you need to talk, just PM me. I have Lockiophobia (fear of childbirth) which is why I'm asexual. Not the same thing, but I have a feeling we've been through sort of the same things.
galaxy_lunaa33
Hey!
I’m just going around following everyone in our Wattpad family.
Don’t mind me!
Love you,
~Luna ✨