"my life is underwater.
 drowning.
i sit here waiting to be pulled under, but i always stay near the
surface.watching the lives of others, casually strolling around.never looking 
  into the water.i sit, and wait, and hope that someone will see me and
     pull 
       me 
          out.
            no one ever does.i watch the pretty performance of life  from under it.
                i'm stuck, i want out.
                  watching all that's mine be taken, an all i want be swept away.
                      i'm dead, but im still living. A walking corpse.
                        well not walking.
                                                      drowning..."





About this crazy B:
-I have a weird fettish for, Italian everything. 
- I'm addicted to reading 
- I'm smart
-sarcasm is my first language
- I'm a single Pringle lookin to mingle 
- I want to Wright but I'm shit at finishing them and suck at planing things out 
- I can be a mean bitch 
- I would die for my friends 
- I live in Colorado 
- my family is a shit-show
- I have depression 
- I'm addicted to food 
- I don't have anyone who loves me