LarryDerp

Im so heartbroken. 
          	
          	And angry. 
          	
          	Weā€™ve struggled for years with Liamā€™s mental health. There were good times, but mental health isnā€™t just a one time thing. Thereā€™s ups and thereā€™s downs, even without the entire internet going against you. 
          	
          	I donā€™t know what happened. I only know what I see, which is that some very shady things were coming to light at the same time he made the mistake of how he acted at Niallā€™s show. 
          	
          	Now heā€™s not with us anymore. Whether intoxicated and accidental, or the one weā€™re all thinking but donā€™t want to believe he would be capable of. 
          	
          	Now everyone who was using their platforms to spread hate about him because they knew he was trending and theyā€™d get views is posting their condolences and their prayers and all that. Like no, dude. Your ā€œLiamā€™s cringeā€ posts and videos are still up. 
          	
          	Now, even if we do find out what happened and why heā€™s not with us anymore, itā€™s not gonna bring him back. 
          	
          	If you need me Iā€™ll be hibernating with my headphones for the next month. Wake me up when October ends. 

LarryDerp

@kloetomlinson I love you too. itā€™s all so incredibly unfair. I think this is one of those things that couldā€™ve been avoided. 
          	  
          	  On the other hand, the full moon does make people ā€œerraticā€ so who knows what happened. Iā€™ve seen photos of inside his hotel room with drug paraphernalia so Iā€™m hurt and it made me remember getting help for mental health and addiction is so important. I wish we couldā€™ve done more for him. 
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kloetomlinson

@LarryDerp I love you, im here for you. I'm absolutely heartbroken.
          	  
          	  You're completely right, I saw those posts about Liam everywhere ! >:(. 
          	  
          	  I think that no matter what was true with maya or what wasn't, he absolutely didn't deserve this at all. Especially from people outside of the random that knew absolutely nothing about him.
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LarryDerp

Im so heartbroken. 
          
          And angry. 
          
          Weā€™ve struggled for years with Liamā€™s mental health. There were good times, but mental health isnā€™t just a one time thing. Thereā€™s ups and thereā€™s downs, even without the entire internet going against you. 
          
          I donā€™t know what happened. I only know what I see, which is that some very shady things were coming to light at the same time he made the mistake of how he acted at Niallā€™s show. 
          
          Now heā€™s not with us anymore. Whether intoxicated and accidental, or the one weā€™re all thinking but donā€™t want to believe he would be capable of. 
          
          Now everyone who was using their platforms to spread hate about him because they knew he was trending and theyā€™d get views is posting their condolences and their prayers and all that. Like no, dude. Your ā€œLiamā€™s cringeā€ posts and videos are still up. 
          
          Now, even if we do find out what happened and why heā€™s not with us anymore, itā€™s not gonna bring him back. 
          
          If you need me Iā€™ll be hibernating with my headphones for the next month. Wake me up when October ends. 

LarryDerp

@kloetomlinson I love you too. itā€™s all so incredibly unfair. I think this is one of those things that couldā€™ve been avoided. 
            
            On the other hand, the full moon does make people ā€œerraticā€ so who knows what happened. Iā€™ve seen photos of inside his hotel room with drug paraphernalia so Iā€™m hurt and it made me remember getting help for mental health and addiction is so important. I wish we couldā€™ve done more for him. 
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kloetomlinson

@LarryDerp I love you, im here for you. I'm absolutely heartbroken.
            
            You're completely right, I saw those posts about Liam everywhere ! >:(. 
            
            I think that no matter what was true with maya or what wasn't, he absolutely didn't deserve this at all. Especially from people outside of the random that knew absolutely nothing about him.
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LarryDerp

The title to chapter 23 of Tendencies is officially ā€œAlways Youā€
          
          If youā€™re reading Tendencies, you know I name my chapters after the song titles that go with them. Do with that what you will :)
          
          Chapter 23 coming really soon. I hope. 

LarryDerp

@kloetomlinson Iā€™ve lagged on this chapter for almost a month lol 
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LarryDerp

@kloetomlinson I know, but itā€™s the perfectionist in me, ig 
            I go over each chapter a million times to catch the littlest mistakes and once Iā€™m sure itā€™s perfect I release it. Itā€™s hard to do when the chapters get pretty long. Not as long as YOURS though lol
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kloetomlinson

@LarryDerp and that's why this one is taking soo long :p
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LarryDerp

Okay. Chapter 21 of Tendencies is coming out today. 
          
          If youā€™re in a different time zone then I give myself about six hours from this post to finish writing, edit, and post the new chapter. 
          
          If I donā€™t finish the chapter then, uh, Iā€™ll probably do it tomorrow lmao

LarryDerp

So Iā€™m deleting teaser 3 of Tendencies (; 
          
          for none other reason than the day it describes is coming up in the book. Iā€™m gonna change it up a bit and republish it in the spot it belongs. 
          
          I guess if you want spoilers, go check out teaser 3 before I delete it !

LarryDerp

@kloetomlinson thatā€™s okay >:) Iā€™m changing a few details when I republish it, letā€™s see if you catch them when it comes out. How are you feeling, love?
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LarryDerp

I had an idea!
          
          So I add a song to every chapter in my book Tendencies, sometimes itā€™s because the whole vibe of the song goes with the chapter, sometimes itā€™s just for one single line. 
          
          If I were to go back and attach a quote from the song to the beginning of every chapter, would that be fun to have for future chapters?
          
          Idk just buzzing ideas to chisel through writers block lol