I will only be coming back to post updates from now on ♡ I am painted as a person I'm not on here, labeled as things that I am absolutely not at all and it spreads and people blindly believe it and that I'm a bad person. There are often people that just don't understand that there are types of people that see things from an overall perspective - i am autistic - I see things on a whole rather than sides and I try to understand everyone and it's been shown to me to me time and time again that people just hate that. I'm sorry that I can't stfu, I'm sorry that I'm willing to call people out no matter who or what they are, all I care about is behaviour and not what status or anything else that a person is - despite the lies spread about me. I appreciate people may misinterpret my words, maybe sometimes I come across as saying things in a certain way that I'm not. It's hard to communicate things irl, it's harder to do so through messages where people can't see how I am, or that I'm not arguing, I'm just having a conversation, and I'm sorry to come across that way, truly. All I want is to fit in SOMWHERE and not be my messed up self, I wish I was the same as everyone else. I hope you continue reading my stories and that you enjoy them - i appreciate every kind comment or message that I get here. I've been around a long long while, before this account, I know things get twisted in this fandom but I was there.. all I do is try to defend the people that I've supported from a young age from people that are seeing other things online and just believe it. Celebrity/non celebrity/rich/poor/male/female/trans/others everyone is human, everyone has shit going on and often things are misconstrued. I wish so badly to be normal. Maybe one day I'll come back fully, please know that I care about you all so much and my intention is never what people bad. Thank you to those that keep reading/ those that are new. Take care of yourselves & remember that we're all real behind the screens