When I first saw that she past away I didn't believe it, I said it wasn't confirmed, then someone replied to me said it was, and I saw that I got a text from my friend, that's when I know she past away, I started crying uncontrollably, I've been crying about her going missing for days, but never like this, I can't remember the last time I cried like this, I felt like I couldn't breath, I didn't help I I had been listening to if I die young the version that Naya sung, I had to take my earphones out so I could stop listening to her maybe I would've felt better, I didn't, I felt worse. I cried for 40 minutes til I literally had no tears left to cry, I was all cried out, I wanted to cry so this feeling of my heart being ripped apart would stop. How could I mourn a person I've never meet, yet I am, and yet it feels like I've known her for years. In my last post I didn't know what I could type, it was just so overwhelming, so many things I wanted to say, so I typed it all down.
I can't imagine what her family and friends feel like now, how much emion is overwhelming them, if a complete stranger like me Could cry for almost an hour...
My prayers to naya family and friends.
She won't be along in the skies above Cory will be there.
She died a hero, she used all the strength she had left and saved her son.
she really was too good for this world.
She was a mother, she was a daughter, she was a sister, she was a icon, she was a legend, she was and will live on to be an inspiration, she was a person, she was an angle sent from the heavens above, she was taken away from us too soon, she saw the light and followed it. she was too good for this world, so she went back to the angles, she saw Cory again, they started catching up, she tells him all about her life, and he listens, he listens to the friend that he hadn't talked in 7 years.
(part 1)