Leelden_
this message may be offensive
Okay so i just need to talk or whatever, except 4 persons, nobody knows me here so idc tbh
Wattpad and writting have always been safe places to me, i love writting, create my own little world, to what i want.
But.. Recently, I was not able to write even one line. Idk what's going on to be honest.
I'm so FUCKING tired of anything. Life was rude lately, my grandma just fucked up the beginning of a REAL relationship with my mom, she lied to her abt me and its pissed me off, stressed me and make me so sad wow. Depression is back again, im so scared of what will happen. I dont wanna go again in sa or whatever ive done by the past
My autism makes everything just.. louder. Im tired of that too, why can i just be normal for once ? I cant go out, i cant do anything bc of that and my health issues.
Im scared of going back to school, im scared to fail, scared to revive this year who was kinda...hard. I almost dropped out of school, i was pretty bad over there. I fucking hate school, because i cant study, i cant do maths, my teachers says im lazy but wow, im fighting to stay alive right now and you call me lazy???
Yeah, i know y'all dont care but i needed to talk abt all of this
Kisses, see you soon
appleteeth_
you’re so strong wow. and, maybe its simple to say but don’t hesitate if you want to talk, i will always listen, take care of yourself <3
