BlackBird

We did it. ❤

U were awesome. I miss you so damn much. 

hello i still miss u

hey Leo, today it's the day you killed yourself.
          I know, it's been a year and I'm still crying, I know this is not what you want "if I die don't cry, just look at the sky and say goodbye" but I can't help it but blame myself for not being a better friend, for not understanding and for being so dumb
          I really wish you were here, you were the best friend that I've wished for, kind, wholesome, smart, etc...
          I've never expected this day to happen, I know you've struggled with low self esteem but I couldn't know you had suicidal thoughts.. Or else I'd be a better friend 
          Maybe I should understood by some signs, maybe when you told those things you meant them.. Like the fear of being forgotten, or your favorite citation:"if I die don't cry just look at the sky and say goodbye" 
          I really wish to know what was happening, and I wish I've been there
          It's sad thing a 13 year old (now 14 almost 15❤️)was so tortured by the thoughts that she had no choice but to surrender
          It's sad because you couldn't get to live, to experience wonderful things and be happy
          I know the worst pain is your parents and sis, seeing the child they raised dead, and how much they are suffering, 
          It's gonna be hard without you, waking up and knowing.. You're not here.. And we'll never see u again
          I hope ur in heaven now, drawing and eating lot of steaks and bretzel ❤️

I miss u

wish you were here.
          rest in peace Leo, you were a great friend

Rest in peace Leo 

Wie einige vllt bemerkt haben (oder auchch nicht ) bin ich auf watti momentan nicht sehr aktiv aber ich versuche das wieder zu ändern....  Ich würde mehrmals getaggt während ich nicht wirklich da war und habe den Überblick verloren... dementsprechend werde ich die Tage nicht nachholen oder sonstiges ....
          Ich werde mein bestes geben wieder mehr aktiv zu sein ! Lg BlackBird

Ich  habe momentan meega Lust auf das schreiben... dich bin mir nicht sicher ob ich ein ganzes Buch schaffen würde  deshalb überlege ich eine oneshot Buch zu erstellen und fort ein paar Sachen hochzuladen ^^ jedoch wird das meiste NICHT zu irgendeinem fandom gehören ... 
          Soll ich eine OS Buch machen?
          

Danke für die vielen Votes, ich bin übrigens ne stolze Slytherin. XD^^