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Before I give up on somebody,
          I try...
          I try...
          And I try...
          Until there's nothing left to try for.

I did my part.
          I hope my absence gives you peace that my love couldn't.

I'm officially done trying.
          If you want me in your life, you can come find me.
          Until then, continue treating me like I don't exist.

Still waiting for you in silence.
          But I'm sure that you already forgot about me.

Every night it feels even harder.

You said time will heal me.
          While you were healed by replacing me with someone new.
          Then, should I still believe what you said? 

Why it's so easy for you to forget me..?
          Am I've been that insignificant for you all this time..?

Why it's really hard to hold my tears..?
          Why it's really hard to stop thinking about you..?
          
          Meanwhile you already happy there.
          Maybe you don't even remember me anymore.
          Everything about me just disappear without any sign.

Every word that is out of your mouth often hurts me so much.
          Strangely, I still miss you.

In the end, your promises are just words.