Lilith_Arden

I have officially entered the Wattys

Lilith_Arden

At every turn I feel like the world tells me to give up writing. It's my pride, My passion. I've spent thousands of hours working on getting my writing to the point it's at today, and no one reads it. I know it shouldn't matter. But I want this to be my career, and people seem to refuse to read my content IRL because of my past. And its not like anyone special is gonna see it and my career is gonna take off. It feels like I should just give up. I feel stuck. And I'm not happy. Nothing I write now is bearable to me. I'm lost.

Lilith_Arden

I'm gonna be taking a hiatus. Life hasn't been kind lately, and I can't figure out how to move on from my recent book. No one seems to want to read my writing, so I am done with "I AM (wherever you are)." I hope to be struck with new inspiration in the future, and I hope to start my next book (and not get screwed over by my publisher), publish it, and hope it will bring greener pastures. But as of now, I've been stuck. And I need to get out. And there's no sign that my writing will yield any value for my life other than self-fulfillment. Hopefully I'll learn to appreciate the things I have now. But honestly, I wish I had more.

overnightparalysis

I’m so excited I started following you when you started a new book! Now I can follow along ^_^

Lilith_Arden

@overnightparalysis Thank you! Don't be afraid to check out my other one too if you'd like. I'm planning on getting it published and sending it to the wattys
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