LilliesBloom-Chan

I’ve been working on some personal writing- not sure if I should post it because like- I never get around to finishing it lol

Why does the end of the Barbie movie make me wanna cry?? WTH bro

Me thinking I’m gonna be so cool with my new curtain bangs:
          
          Everyone else getting curtain bangs over the summer:

Why do the people around me just automatically assume what I’m feeling and why?  Like- then they straight up say what they think out loud even when it’s completely wrong.  AND THEN MAKE ME THE BAD GUY.  I’m not trying to be mean BUT WHEN YOU START TELLING ME THAT I’M ACTING MEAN FOR ATTENTION THEN I AM MAD.  I mean- WTH.  I simply tried to get myself dinner and told someone to move because they were standing in my way and not going- but now I’m apparently being moody and undermining everyone me because I allegedly think I’m better and I want everyone to feel bad.  Yep, totally right.  I JUST WANTED THEM TO STOP STANDING IN FRONT OF ME.  AND NOW I FEEL LIKE CRYING.  So thanks.

WHY IS COTTON EYE JOE IN MY DREAMS?  WHY IS OBAMA ALWAYS AT THE WEIRD BACKYARD PARTIES IN THEM?  WHY DID I EXORCISE COTTON EYE JOE OUT OF VLADIMIR PUTIN?  WHY DOES OBAMA TELL ME THINGS LIKE “RICE IS WHITE” AND WHY DO I THINK THEY’RE WISE SAYINGS?  I DON’T UNDERSTANDDDD

Nothing that drives me more insane around here than when someone updates a book that you used to read constantly after they never updated it while you did.

WHY DO BANANAS WANT TO KILL ME?  THIS IS THE 3RD TIME IN THE PAST FEW MONTHS THAT I’VE BEEN HIT BY A FROZEN BANANA FALLING FROM MY FREEZER

Questioning if I’m losing my sense of identity because I’m slowly realizing that the people who I thought loved me aren’t treating me in a loving way and never have or if I’m gaining a sense of identity I never had because I’m relying on myself now-

A banana freaking broke my toe.  Someone put bananas in my freezer to make banana bread and when I opened the freezer for my ice cream, I got a rock hard banana that came flying out and broke my toe.  WTF?

Why do I feel bad when AI apologizes to me for not getting something right?  Am I one of them…?  …am I?