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ShadowKnightreading

ShadowKnightreading

Also next chapter she is being assigned to Rain by Nathaniel for her to watch over him
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LisaAIHOSHINO

NOOOOOOOO!!! 
          SMG4 IS ENDING!!!!!!

LisaAIHOSHINO

@Twisted_Jellybean yhh, his next few vids will be about SMG4's last adventure...
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Twisted_Jellybean

@LisaAIHOSHINO my literal reaction to that. My sis was like "what's SMG4?" I refuse to elaborate because of misery
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LisaAIHOSHINO

LisaAIHOSHINO

No, i mean at home.
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LisaAIHOSHINO

'Fake smiles' by LisaAIHOSHINO
          Some days, my mind feels blank,
          Like a zombie,
          A mindless one.
          Thoughts spinning
          And scattering,
          So fast I can’t organise them.
          
          Everyone sees me and they say,
          ‘You’re always happy!’
          No!
          I’m not happy!
          I never was,
          Deep inside, I just want to drown
          And take my last breath.
          
          I laugh in class with the so-called “joy”
          With a smile and say ‘I’m fine!’
          Nobody knew this,
          My smiles were all fake,
          As fake as a ghost like me,
          It’s like I’m shouting for help,
          But I’m not heard.
          
          It’s like I’m in a crowd but still feel unseen,
          Misunderstood,
          As if I’m an illusion,
          As if I was dead,
          Because I think that…
          
          MY LIFE IS FAKE!
          EVERYTHING IS FAKE!
          I AM FAKE MYSELF!
          WHY WON’T YOU LISTEN TO ME!!!

LisaAIHOSHINO

@ein_opferkind yeah, i'm just making this peom at the point of view of a depressed person so other people with no knowledge can understand that not all negative feelings are visible. I want ppl to spread kindness to everyone so nobody feels this. But, thank you, I am ok, i'm being very honest.
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ShadowKnightreading

https://www.wattpad.com/story/380197897-hellfreezer-diaries-part-1
          
          Hey mate want to give you a new book that I am making

LisaAIHOSHINO

@ShadowKnightreading wait, do u want me to read it or do something else with it?
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LisaAIHOSHINO

Haii,
          I started a new year of school today and in the middle of the year, i'll be picking the subjects that I will do in year 10 for GCSE exams in year 11

LisaAIHOSHINO

@GIYUU_SAAN ohh, for us, we don't do entrance exams to do GCSE, we basically, you do ur end of year exams in summer, they will check math, science and english, and for math, the math teacher decides if u do higher level or foundation math, foundation is lower level, for the other two subjects, they will decide which sets you will be in for Year 10, set one is the highest level, so if u wanna reach that, u have to get at least a grade 8 or 9, so basically, A+ or in my country, an A* (The A with asterics mean A star) and yeah, you will do the other subjects u have chosen to do when u get to year 10!
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GIYUU_SAAN

@LisaAIHOSHINO Im from sweden. soo the igcse are optional and you can chose the subjects. Normally they are done in 8 or ninth grade but my math and english teachers told me that i could opt for the subjects this year! I'm half excited and nervous lol i have the entrance exam tomorrow for the english! If i dont pass this one, i wont get to do the igcse exam. Simple as that! I hope I do well lmao!
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LisaAIHOSHINO

@GIYUU_SAAN what grade do u have to be in to choose? what country are you from? As u can tell, i'm from England
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LisaAIHOSHINO

Because of children dating pedophiles without realising, for child safety reasons, ROBLOX IT GETTING BANNED IN MY COUNTRY ALL THANKS TO THE EVIL DAVID BASZUKI!! It won't get banned if the dating feature is removed!