LittleGayFerret

There is stuff i'd like to write but there are a few people that know me irl on here and know my acc and i'd rather be a "cringe" person (cringe is cool tho just not when you're irls can do stuff w it) without them knowing (no this is not about nsfw content)

LittleGayFerret

There is stuff i'd like to write but there are a few people that know me irl on here and know my acc and i'd rather be a "cringe" person (cringe is cool tho just not when you're irls can do stuff w it) without them knowing (no this is not about nsfw content)

LittleGayFerret

I want to continue writing but im just having areally hard time actually sitting down and doing it. 

LittleGayFerret

@ TauruSataN i mean trying to write more and got many ideas but i just dk where to start and have trouble with sticking to one task at a time haha
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TauruSataN

@LittleGayFerret drug up, sit down,... And WRITTEEEEE
            
            ^^thats what I tell myself, pre Tylenol for the headache I know I'll develop staring at the screen 2 inches from my face with my glasses, finna go crosseyed istg LMAO
            
            I just use voice to text, it helps to just ramble about it and then do the editing sometime later. I find it's easier for me 
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LittleGayFerret

one of my special interests are psychology, neuropsychology, neurology and in generaly mental illnesses and disabilities. i tend to always pick one out in my brain that i fixate on. i have been thinking aboud just trying to get these things into my books so i keep writing but especially when the big fixation on one thing lessens (?) I am araid that, again, i wont inish it. i actually have a really nice book that hasn't really to do with any of these in my drats. its uninished, but well.

LittleGayFerret

I FINALLY GOT MY 25 FOLLOWERS HOORAY
          
          btw i have so many ideas and books i started writing in my drafts and i really want to post but writing endings (especially the last few chapters and from these especially the last sentences) is always really hard for me and in general i have been struggling a lot and yea-
          Sorry lmao
          If you all have any wishes for books or chapters in a book let me know!
          Love you all<3

LittleGayFerret

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VENT KINDA
          God no I don't wanna be 11 again. I don't wanna stay up late again to talk people out of suicide while bawling my eyes out. Yes I can listen to people and I love listening to them but I just don't have the strength to.. god. I was 11. I should not have been doing that. And still I should not be doing this now. I was BEGGING for her to keep texting me, for her to don't do anything stupid. After she stopped answering I had no Idea If I actually stopped her or If I fucking lost her. Things like that are terrifiyng. I was terrified. I am relieved now that they are fine, but what If this happens again? I can't handle this anymore. Talking people out of suicide can literally be traumatizing even for adults. Now imagine me, a teenager or even 11 year old me having to do this. I had to do this regularly while I was a DAMN KID. And now I had to do this once again and I am still shaken up, even tho I know she is fine now. I struggle so much already and this is too much. I can't let down my friends, but I can't  handle these extreme situations.