To love is loss

How swiftly i fall apart
          Quickly do my tears overflow 
          An emotion I can’t deal with 
          Filling my entire being 
          At the end of the day
          Im going to be left alone

Im not sure, why I’m still here. Everything just reminds of a time where people cared and I was okay. 
          Sad reminders I cant hardly stand it. Someone please tell me its okay to go
          Get rid of my false hope, so I can cease existence in peace

Saw your poem it was sweet of you 
          
          Senpai has a gift for you 
          *paints paints rainbows and hearts on your board and places a plate of cookies down* 

Ay pick up the pace, tell 'em why I ain't find no haze
          Indeed I am ready, my outfit in vain
          The needle in my vein, I'm falling asleep
          King of the dead, I sever your head
          When shit touch the river, my reign will be fed
          I touch the sky and bring life to the dead
          I watch my demons become super saiyan
          Oh, I'm not an orphan, death is my importance
          Rush, without a soul, many will fold, feeling my bones
          I say again
          Oh, I'm not an orphan, death is my importance
          Rush, without a soul, many will fold, feeling my bones
          I say again
          
          I'm out my mind, see fear in your eyes
          I'm sick, I despise myself again
          The tears never come, my body is numb
          I feel like a god amongst the men
          Cut out my eyes, feed me with lies that I don't never have to see again
          I feed the hate, I feed the truth, I give the pain to the youth
          Fuck the devil for your wealth, pistol chilling on my shelf
          I control my own death, I don't need no fucking help
          Fuck the devil for your wealth, pistol chilling on my shelf
          I control my own death, I don't need no fucking help
          
          ~XxSenpaixX~
          
          

Sorry i was gone for a bit Bunny >~<

Honestly, so little remains now. I don’t think there is a point in my being here. I wont change anything, but I wont be active outside of my pms... not that i was anyways and not that anyone fucking cares. Im very tired, and its okay....honestly so many people have forgotten me that there really isnt a point in my continued existence 

This is useless and pointless 
          Like myself 
          

Is it bad i cut my harms badly that they've been bandaged for like a week?

Your are beautiful no matter 
           What anyone will tell you.
          Perfect as a Flower  
                 
                                 ~
          
              And just as Beautiful As the Stars and Diamonds on A necklace.
                                       ~
          As unwilling to falter as the heat and power of the sun that brings life to our little world 
              
                            ~
          
          If anyone disagrees I will kill then and  send their Souls into the void~
          
          
          
                       ♡Senpai was Here ♡

I top your mb