Louis Is So Hot and I am Gay For Him

The way that it's been almost a year 
          IM BACK THOUGH 
          I was honestly pretty burnt out but I haven't even looked at anything I've written for this account in quite some time so we'll see where I start when I actually look at my WIPs.
          
          -Ash Clementine :D

Guys I still can't stop thinking about this man. Like holy fuck he's so hot and I almost went to a business dinner with him and my dad :')
          Sad I didn't. My dad has a weak bladder so I would've been able to have some alone time.
          Anywayssss that just sparked a new book prompt in me B)
          -Ash xo

So regarding my last comment, I will further explain.
          
          For starters, I'm sixteen and a nonbinary trans guy, so that alone is enough to scare off an adult.
          So, I was at my dad's wedding and, of course, I already knew I had a small thing with people older than me and liking the contrast. But a man?
          That's what went through my head when I hugged this one guy, who is so fucking hot. Like, clean shave with a thin layer of facial hair, dark hair slicked back, turtle neck and plaid pants that made his ass and "package" look amazing, and just a smile that can melt you. He's a total heartbreaker.
          Anyways, after that I was all, it's fine, you're probably not even going to see him often here. Welp, we sit down to eat and boom he sits across from me and my sister. I couldn't stop fidgeting because he was watching me closely, I swear on it.
          He got up a few times but my sister and I mainly just made fun of each other. But everyone once in a while he'd join in on our conversations and make some remark to me. Of course, my sister noticed this and pointed out how attractive he is, and I agreed.
          Throughout the whole night I couldn't get my eyes off of him and he was around me often. It would have been weird were it anyone else but... It was him, and he makes me comfortable.
          Anyhow, when he was leaving he gave me a fist bump, looked me in the eye, and said, "don't you go getting into trouble. Promise me?" And I nodded and smiled. Oddly enough, I couldn't stop looking into his eyes even though I usually hate eye contact. After he said that, he winked and looked me up in down and said, "a suit looks good on you," then left.
          Finally, when I was in the bathroom before leaving, I was trying to make sure I didn't have any kind of sign of how flustered I was.
          But, with my luck, when I opened the door, THERE HE WAS LEANING AGAINST THE WALL I HAD TO GO BY. He looked at me with a smirk and chuckled that deep chuckle that's so hot.
          I still can't stop smiling just thinking about it.
          -Ash xo

I have a huge problem:
          I just realized I have a thing for older men. Like, adult men.
          I'll give more info soon.
          -Ash

I might be a switch guys I thought I was a bottom 

LOUIS'S ALBUM IS SO BEAUTIFUL OMG ANGELS FLY IS MY FAVORITE RN OMGGGG

I KNOW I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE AGAIN AND I AM SORRY!!!
          I HAVE BEEN CLEANING UP ALL OF MY WORKS AND IT HAS TAKEN A VERY LONG TIME AND I APOLOGIZE!!! I WILL TRY TO GET MORE OUT SOON, I PROMISE!!!

Alejandro Lema really be hitting different rn

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
          OCTOBER 21ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stop it, I'm so pissed rn.
          Yellow-Backpack boy graduated but I can't stop thinking about him. Keep in mind, he fucking looks like Louis.
          I'm trying to find photos for a cover of a new story I'm planning on writing and now I can't stop thinking about Yellow-Backpack Boy.
          Fml.
          
          -Your frustrated friend, Ash :)