stonecoldcrazy

I can't believe it's been 10 years, time passes so fast. When I was young, I didn't think I'd reach the year where I turned 24. I didn't see a future for myself, sometimes I still feel like I'm in survival mode just trying to get through the days. Things feel grey lately, but I've been able to stay grounded. 
          
          I come on here once and a while, I see fresh comments on something I've written so long ago. Something I was inspired by through a text post. This app got me through a lot, I found a tiny community of folks that seemed to like my writing.
          
          I started writing again at the beginning of 2020, when the pandemic hit, because I was in a lot of mental pain. It's gotten easier, y'know, since it feels a little less like the world is ending. There's still a lot of bad going on out there.
          
          But I think it's gotten easier to breathe. Maybe I'll post some of my stuff, albiet it's all unfinished and full of plot holes haha. And maybe I won't.
          
          Thanks for sticking around, thanks for enjoying my words. 

Be my friend rewritten is gonna be so much sadder ;-; 

I've been writing non-stop since, like, December but I don't post anything on here because the mobile app is a fucking nightmare! Editing your shit on here is like chewing on glass. It sucks and I hate it. Gonna probs move over to inkitt or sum shit if they're better for quality of life.

thanks for following. u sure u wanna do that? 

hope everyone is doing well today

all chapters are out! :) 

I don't understand Wattpad. this shit is a pain in the goddamn ass to edit on. 

i don't understand why there are ads on my own book. I'm not getting paid, does it go to other creators or something? I don't understand. 

oh, ppl actually read my shit? that's weird

what is UP! 
          
          so like, Be My Friend, huh? it's been a while. I've always had the ending, I've just never posted because that shit is embarassin  but guess what?! 
          
          I don't care anymore, SO, all 55 chapters are gonna be up by the end of the week.
          
          Regardless of plot holes, grammar mistakes, cringe, name inconsistencies (I'm looking at you, Mason's cat), and what have you. It'll all be up because I hate an incomplete bitch. So stay tuned, whomever may be listening. 
          
          Thank you!