Ima rant for a sec so if you dont wanna read this you may leave
Ok for starters I have a eating disorder called ARFID it's an avoiding restricting food thing and I developed because I have an eating problem where everytime I eat I get nauseous and I have done allergy test and the only thing I'm "allergic " to is birch trees. I have also taken an Hpylori test which is a bacteria thing that can go away with medication and that came back negative. And I go to a nutritionist and a therapist for it because I stopped eating for a while because I hate being nauseous. I've tried pregnancy candies that help with nausea and ginger candies that help with nausea and they helped at first but not anymore. I have tried multiple things to see if it's like a blood sugar thing or something. And my mom is so keen on that the medicine she got me will work if I take it even though it's for stress and one of the pills is b6 vitamin supplement and I already said it doesn't work but she thinks it will if I take it longer and I took it for over a month and I didn't notice a difference. And my eating has gotten worse over time for example I used to eat ALOT and not gain weight because I was in gymnastics, but today I could barely eat half a quesadilla and I'm so upset at my self because I'm never hungry and I get so nauseous when I eat and I always think something is wrong with me because we have no clue what's wrong so we are making an appointment with a GI to see if its something with my intestines or stomach making me not process the food or something. And i really wanna cry about it but i cant get myself to cry.
Ok that's it thank you
