I feel a little mad saying so 'cause even after so many promises , I could not uphold them . Actually , after seeing almost no proper views in my stories , and better progress in other's stories, plus all the other problems in my life, demotivated me to an extent that I was extremely tired .
So emotionally and mentally drained that I would eventually put my pen down in frustration. And honestly , I felt unworthy, and it broke my heart from inside , and my last message on this conversation board was an actual burst out I did not expect I would ever write , cause according to my close friends and family I am an extremely tolerant person and being that person actually tires you . And my journey went from writing all day to writing nothing, just in a single year .
And after thinking about it a lot , I realised I did not start writing with the hope that I will gain views and reads and votes immediately. I started my story writing passion for myself , to calm myself down , to keep myself in a different world just for a few hours .
Well, I am still in the recovering phase , still emotionally exhausted , but I know there are atleast 1% of my followers waiting for me to post .
And I do not want to disappoint them . Since my unit tests are going on, I won't be able to ensure regular updates , but there will be updates , sometimes irregular or regular , but there will be, and my re-growth journey will start from 2 weeks from now .
I will try to post atleast twice a month , and long chapters so that you can enjoy .
I hope to meet you soon .So , thank you to everyone who has believed in me and supported me . Keep that trust about me alive in you , and I will surely try my best to stay true to my word .
Thank you ,
Love,
Sia♥️