Lyladecaprio44

Am I unwilling of taking any suggestions or ideas or improvements about my story . NO. 
          	So why does it seems like the only path I love is also another one of the paths I am failing at .
          	After a long day of personal problems , this is the only place where I USED to feel peace and comfort . But now , even that seems to been haven gone empty .
          	The excitement I have every time I write a new chapter , or a good scene or a good plot goes to waste when I see no views on the same plot or story I had myself dieing over . And you all are the people who crushed my heart every single day , just for me to pick it up from the ground , try to rejoin it and wear it again .
          	Sorry everyone if my tone today hurt anyone , but ... I just can't . I can't anymore .
          	I can't live with the guilt of not being enough , of not being someone good , of not being a good girl , daughter , friend , elder sister and all . And I am tired of hearing critisism from my family members . Someone whom I wanted to prove that I too am a human and I too have feelings . Strong feelings which people squish away with their foot every day , yet I carry that broken heart with me to school and every where I go . 
          	And if you all know , even if one part of your life is good , the other parts of your life start to get influenced by it , and overall , later you see yourself on track .
          	I think I..... 
          	Nevermind . You all guys do not think me worth of anything 
          	Thank you so much if you have read this far and a last thing .
          	
          	THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS A PART IN HURTING ME TODAY ( not including the people who atleast once voted on my story ) 

Lyladecaprio44

@Lyladecaprio44 Thank you so much darling . I needed this alot right now 
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shivi_wrtss

@Lyladecaprio44 calm down bbg.. it takes time to reach the right audience..I'm looking forward to your success. Loads of love and hugs to you..❤️✨
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jennypatel

Hello everyone,
          I’ve started writing my own book, and it would mean a lot if you gave it a chance. This is my first story, and I’m putting all my effort into it.
          I’m sorry for reaching out on your ID like this, but I wanted to share my book and kindly ask for your support.
          Your reads, votes, and comments would really motivate me to keep writing. Thank you so much. ✨
          If you love romance, mafia, action, peace, mystery, strong female leads, and independence, then this book is for you.
          
          Couples :-
          
          Shivansh Roy x Kanika Ahir
          Naksh Roy x Arohi Dixit
          Rutvik Oberoi x Heer Malhotra
          
          Tropes :-
          
          Enemies to Lovers
          Love at First Sight
          Childhood Sweethearts
          Lovers to Haters
          CEOs
          
          I hope you all will give my book a chance. ✨
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/410865528⁠�
          
          U can visit my id and find the book .I will be blessed if u give my book a chance . 
          For update u can follow me on snap chat 
          Author_tulip
           https://www.wattpad.com/story/410865528?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=jennypatel

shivi_wrtss

Hey cutie can you give a try to my book? *Kisses*
          
          Tropes:
          Extrovert x Introvert 
          Age gap
          Slow burn
          Bold fl x Shy ml
          Calm x Chaotic
          Ghar ki badi beti x Ghar ka eklauta beta
          Sunshine x Sunflower
          He fell first and hardest 
          Happy ending 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/377012336?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shivi_wrtss

Lyladecaprio44

@shivi_wrtss Ooooo looks interesting . I will surely give your story a try 
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Lyladecaprio44

Am I unwilling of taking any suggestions or ideas or improvements about my story . NO. 
          So why does it seems like the only path I love is also another one of the paths I am failing at .
          After a long day of personal problems , this is the only place where I USED to feel peace and comfort . But now , even that seems to been haven gone empty .
          The excitement I have every time I write a new chapter , or a good scene or a good plot goes to waste when I see no views on the same plot or story I had myself dieing over . And you all are the people who crushed my heart every single day , just for me to pick it up from the ground , try to rejoin it and wear it again .
          Sorry everyone if my tone today hurt anyone , but ... I just can't . I can't anymore .
          I can't live with the guilt of not being enough , of not being someone good , of not being a good girl , daughter , friend , elder sister and all . And I am tired of hearing critisism from my family members . Someone whom I wanted to prove that I too am a human and I too have feelings . Strong feelings which people squish away with their foot every day , yet I carry that broken heart with me to school and every where I go . 
          And if you all know , even if one part of your life is good , the other parts of your life start to get influenced by it , and overall , later you see yourself on track .
          I think I..... 
          Nevermind . You all guys do not think me worth of anything 
          Thank you so much if you have read this far and a last thing .
          
          THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS A PART IN HURTING ME TODAY ( not including the people who atleast once voted on my story ) 

Lyladecaprio44

@Lyladecaprio44 Thank you so much darling . I needed this alot right now 
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shivi_wrtss

@Lyladecaprio44 calm down bbg.. it takes time to reach the right audience..I'm looking forward to your success. Loads of love and hugs to you..❤️✨
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Lyladecaprio44

If you have read this far , just tell me one thing ..... what's the problem ? Is it the language of the delay or time gap between each chapters or the FRIENDLY way I talk .
          I understand readers get frustrated when writers don't post the chapters soon . Well , since you don't my actual life and I can't even tell you , we'll just ignore the part that you have a problem with this . 
          You know , if you all would be supporting me , reaching my story out to everyone , I would be grateful today and maybe even motivated to take atleast one hour from my everyday routine , just to write the chapter , edit it thoroughly and post it by the time promised . 
          You know , when the timelines near and I still haven't written much of the chapter , you know what's the first thought coming to my mind ....," Leave it , who even reads my story anyways ?" 
          And it is heartbreaking for some one who has been posting on Wattpad for an year , loves their readers like their own family members, but atlast sees no progress on her story . 
          Have you ever placed yourself in my shoes ... I mean why would you ? But If you ever did , you would understand how discouraging and heartbreaking it actually is to be trying to get in the right path but still go awry.
          After 14 years of my tough yet simple life , Storytelling was a path I chose by myself . The ONLY path I chose for myself . That too , not even openly but secretly , so that when my story would gain views , I would show my parents how capable I am in this field .
          Also one more thing , if you are reading my stories AND liking atleast some part of it , why don't you vote ? Comment? 
          Is it something like I have to repeat in every single chapter , which I do ? 
          

Lyladecaprio44

.....this is gonna be a long as note sooo .....I already know many people will just skip this or ignore this note ( amongst my followers ) , but it would be appreciable if you do read this .
          Well as you all may know , I have been writing stories in Wattpad for almost a year , long progress , I know ..... But have you ever seen the views . It's not like I don't write good . I do . Atleast I believe so . You guys are not the only audience I have . I have my friends . They go through the story , even my inner conscience goes through the plot before posting it here .
          I mean , when I support new writers , when I vote their chapters even read some stories , why can't people just give a few minutes to read atleast a few of the chapters and then decide whether you wanna continue or not . It's not like I don't ask at the end of the first few chapters about how's the plot leading to or how was he chapter ? I don't mind suggestions . Infact I would be grateful for you all to be having a hand in increasing my knowledge and helping me grow.
          

SulochanaKandula

heyyyyy im soo lucky to be talking to u , i actually have a request i have started writing my first story on wattpad and will be posting my first chapter tmrw . i would be glad if u check it out and give ur opinion and suggestion if required possible ty soooo muchh
          lots of love ,
          xoxo
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/411258662?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=SulochanaKandula

Lyladecaprio44

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Hiiii everyyyyoneeeee!!!?
          GUESS WHO'S BACKKKKK!!!
          So sorry for disappearing for a whole fucking month , but I promise I will be consistent this time .
          And in this month long gap , I see I gained a lot pretty much followers . THANK YOU ALLLL!!!
          Anyways , talking about my current state , it's....mixed .
          Like I was imagining this new place to be horrible and people would hate me , but it's not that .
          Some people do love me . And I am so grateful to have found new friends . Plus I got my childhood friends back sooo that's a plus one . But my childhood bestie doesn't talk to me properly anymore so that's a negative point . Plus my dear BIOLOGICAL mother ( under high pressure of work ) oftens scolds me . So .....I might be giving slow updates this year and the next cause these two years for me will be ultimate crucial . But that's fine . 
          Guess I have to plan a balanced life .
          Anyways , no more disappearing ( atleast I will try to) . But stay tuned .
          My first comeback update will be this Sunday : 3rd May , 2026 ( Mission Raaz) 
          As per Fates Entwined ..... I realised I have forgotten my copy in which I planned everything ....soo that story will be stopped for a few mnths ....but yeah , Mission Raaz is on track so stay tuned for that . I am sure you will love that story because the plot is amazing .
          Yeah ...enough stupidity . I will meet you next on Sunday will a brand new chapter 
          Stay tuned FDD!!!!!!
          Love,
          Sia❤️( currently a little better )
          

Lyladecaprio44

Health update : Chaotic again 
          I moving out tomorrow. 
          Mood officially ruined . Mental health officially unstable. I feel like a certified idiot after wanting to cry but not being able to cry 
          My friend says ," Are you drunk?" Because I am acting like one ......
          I don't know what to do .
          If anyone has a therapist , please send me a note
          Love( and currently mentally unstable)
          Sia ❤️

Lyladecaprio44

Chapter one posted on Mission Raaz .
          Do check it out .
          Don't miss it .
          Vote , comment and reach my story to each and every beautiful person in your life ( everyone I mean )
          Stay tuned for the other chapters .
          Love,
          Sia ❤️
          I just published "Chapter 1: Mission Raaz" of my story "Mission Raaz - "Ever Thought of breaking a rule"". https://www.wattpad.com/1614440524?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=Lyladecaprio44