Growing into who God has created me to be hasn't been easy. I can say with 100% confidence, that He has a lot more to teach me, the difference is now I'm ready to do things His way. 
He has led me out of a damaging and toxic life and continues to lead me through healing, restoration and rebuilding my life. The blessings He provides me with daily fill me with hope and faith that the future He is helping me to create will be one of peace and joy. I am renewed with the hope daily though my evenings end I am weary once again. I will continue to seek His will and purpose for my life and keep faith that though tomorrow will bring with it new challenges to overcome, He will get me through each one, the better for having learned the lesson in contained if only I have enough faith to trust and obey.