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Today our teacher was on and about talking about consistency and it had me thinking, I should stop stalling y'all that I have a new book and yet I don't publish it.
          
          So....
          
          Maybe I'll actually write it and stop saying like it's a suggestion for my brain.
          
          Love ya, mwahhh

Let's see if i can deliver smth this month.

i should definitely stop whatever madness i have going on in YAPPER 101.
          it's getting out of hand.

Y'ALL... I THINK SOMEONE REPORTED ME AND WANTS 'MY MATCH' TO BE TAKEN DOWN.
          
          I just got a message from Wattpad saying that some "concerned member" of the community has raised the issue that I'm apparently "GLORIFYING SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE"
          
          Like.... How is that even possible?!?!?!
          y'all who've read it, where did I mention anything about suicide or even self-harm??
          
          Trust me, I get that is a very sensitive topic to some people but never in my right, sober mind would I encourage anything about offing urself or anything close to that.
          
          FUCKING HELL .... that book is just some wannabe rom com!!! THERE'S NO DARK THING ABOUT IT.
          
          And I've only published one book on this account, so which one did I write such shit about?
          
          If you don't like the story or the concept, then just freaking click off. It costs nothing and it's much better than faking a whole reason just to get my book taken down. No one really knows the effort someone put through just to get that story going and y'all go lyin' like it's some first honor's degree you tryna get.
          
          I wanted to drop my new book soon but if this is the crap I'm opening the app to? then might as well just not do it. But retaliation feels much better. 
          
          I would have written an actual one just to tip them off and serve PETTY BITCH, but I value life SO MUCH because without y'all, I'd still be spiraling in the never-ending blackhole of thoughts that had me think of stuff I shouldn't do.  And I so wouldn't tell someone to k*ll themselves because, yes it might take away your pain, but the situation doesn't change and you leave the ones who loved you in so much pain. 
          
          MY APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE. 
          I know in my rage-rant I may have said something sensitive and I'm sorry. I just don't like it when people lie just to get their way. and, if I say something that offends you, speak up else I won't know my words hurt you.
          
          AS MUCH AS HONESTY FUCKING HURTS, USE IT. ITS BETTER THAN SOME CURATED LIE.

@jwnxst FUCK YESSSSSS

@MISS_ST3ALER eargasm pro maxxed when moonstruck starts playing right after moonwalkin' 

@MISS_ST3ALER thank you sm (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

@jwnxst ITS ME AND MY GIBBERISH KOREAN AGAINST THE WORLD. 
          
          BUT LIKE...
          
          WHY WOULD SOMEONE NOT LISTEN TO MOONWALKIN'? 
          
          DO YOU NOT WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO HAVE AN EARGASM AND BLESSED VOCALS?!?!! CUZ AS MUCH AS I LISTEN TO MANY SONGS, I JUST FIND MYSELF CLICKING BACK THEN LOOPING FOR AN HOUR AND THE CYCLE GOES ON.
          
          And I regret NOTHING AT ALL.

@jwnxst IKR. 
          WOOJIN'S EX THANK YOU FOR EXISTING BECAUSE THAT SONG IS✨ A MASTERPIECE✨

@MISS_ST3ALER GURL IM A LNGSHOT FAN SINCE DEBUT DON'T GET ME STARTED ON FACETIME AND NEVER LET GO