MISS_ST3ALER

I LIED!!!!
          	
          	IM IN LOVE WITH ALL OF THEM!!!!!
          	
          	STREAM THE SIN:VANISH!!!!!!!

MISS_ST3ALER

FINALLYYYYY THE ALBUM IS OUT!!!!!!
          
          LIKE.....have yall listened to the songs??????
          
          THEY ARE TO DIE FOR!!!!!
          
           IM IN LOVE WITH ALL OF THEM BUT SLEEP TIGHT JUST HITS RIGHT FOR ME!!!! IT GOT ME BAWLING MY EYES BECAUSE ITS SO BEAUTIFULLLLL
          
          STREAM THE SIN:VANISH!!!!!!!!!
          WE'VE GOT TO MAKE THIS THE ALBUM OF THE YEAR!!!!!!

MISS_ST3ALER

sina clue kama nitaendelea kuandika fanfics cuz at this rate, it feels like the spark is dimming. maybe I'm being dramatic, maybe nitaachana na wp kabisa. ama tu ni uvivu inaongea?
          
          si ati siwezi andika, ni ati inafeel like ni must, lakini ni  usingizi mingi. i have a lot of ideas, so sijui mbona ni ngumu kuexecute just several of them.  its just for a matter of time
          
          Sorry for ranting in Swahili, i just felt like letting it out without explaining myself. just ignore it, its for the better.

MISS_ST3ALER

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@ShushIhavetoDO_IT well... i won't lie and say i was okay but i am now.
            
            i was crashing out and i didn't want anyone reading that think that i wanna be babied (tho i love being babied ;) so i wrote it in Swahili.
            
            i don't even know why i wrote here in the first place but i guess i just needed somewhere to trauma dump that shit.
            
            thanks for checking in tho, i appreciate it.
            love you. <33
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ShushIhavetoDO_IT

@bbgurlism4jakey I don't know Swahili but uh...you okay?
            Sorry I disappeared for a little bit.
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MISS_ST3ALER

HAVE YOU EVER CRINGED SO BAD OR HAD SECOND HAND EMBARRASMENT OVER SOMETHING YOU DID?
          
          i was just chilling, reading about some stars, when i remembered that one book i wrote and included the cliche, 'stars are beautiful' phrase
          
          LORD, never have i wanted to vanish this bad.
          
          i literary cried and I'm so detaching from that account. this will definitely haunt me for life.

YO_VSTA

@bbgurlism4jakey i think of it in every second of my life and die with embarrasment
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MISS_ST3ALER

the whole book was cringe to be honest
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MISS_ST3ALER

Life clearly doesn't love me.
          
          I'm down with a fever, a terrible stomachache, body weakness, feeling like my body is in my different dimension from my soul??
          
          but I'm getting better, ig.
          
          Anyways, y'all have a nice day/night.
          
          PS: watch Heated Rivalry. It's SO good.

MISS_ST3ALER

@YO_VSTA 
            i appreciate it.
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YO_VSTA

@bbgurlism4jakey yeahhhh
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MISS_ST3ALER

@YO_VSTA I don't do caffeine, lol
            I'm trying to eat small amounts of food and drinking water.
            
            dw, I'm getting better (i hope)
            thanks for checking in XD
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MISS_ST3ALER

I don't know what's going on in my head anymore because everything is just so... overwhelming.
          
          I'll be taking a short break; can't say till when but i just need some time to reboot.
          
          i hope you all understand, and thanks for being here with me.
          
          till then, love you
          Dot.

MISS_ST3ALER

@YO_VSTA thanks<3
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YO_VSTA

@bbgurlism4jakey uhhh...take all the break u need and moreover i feel rush of emotins just like overwhelming stuff u said
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