It's not about how I am on the outside !! It's about the soul !! Connection to the soul matters alot . Once connected then it's hard to get away , feel like the world crumbles down !!  Peace out chill and love all !! Coz care affection and attention you won't get these days , even if you receive you tend to ignore which is a loss for you only and heartbreaking for the other ! So share joy happiness love etc etc stay connected !! Be happy !!