DONT take me serious...I am a joke first and a disappointment second.

I got the hots for a certain creep- nay, a complete creeper who looks so gnarly and would probably tear out my throat but i'll love him anyway <3  Why? How can anyone POSSIBLY be attracted to such a hellish creature? I have no goddamn clue- why is the sky blue?? It's just the way it is ya'know.. we can also blame Disney, i suppose. Beauty and the Beast was my fav as a kid. I just love the idea of big mean grumps who got a soft spot for THAT one person. 

Disgustingly aware of how sick i am- yes..yes. yummy monsters me want ~