Maddy_loves_yews

Maddy loves jews

This is my spot on your bored nobody touches it or you will get an knife down your throat don't piss me off she's mine go away mine mine *huddles with Maddy growling at everyone*

Hey me and you have a lot in common 

Just once I would like to be special to somebody -tears up- but oh well maybe it's just wishful thinking. I'll be on vacation from my own head if you all need me, for now Crys will be out. -waves-

@Snuggle_Buddy
          
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Tell me that I'm a screwed up mess
          That I never listen
          Tell me you don't want my kiss 
          That you need your distance

To my special one. You make my heart flutter every time you talk, you make my eyes light up and I no longer feel like I'm in the dark, you've changed my life, you've changed my world, you've done so much that you don't even know about. I am better than I was, I want to keep trying for you, if ever your alone and don't know what to do, come to me Princess. I'll be here for you.
          
          
          I love you Princess,
          XOX Alicia (Ali)

To those who truly care, 
          I'm sorry that I couldn't be good enough. I ruined everything and brought everyone down. I can't take all the pressure anymore and I hope that you are all happy after this. I am sorry for those who truly loved me and wanted me to stay but I just can't do this anymore. I'll make sure that it's painless and that it's quick. Hopefully a handful of sleeping pills will work. The pain in my life has grown unbearable and I tried to stay strong for those who needed me but I no longer care. 
          Goodbye,
          Maddy <3

@FierceDog_Survivors
          @SparksCaliber
          
          I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
           Get along with the voices inside of my head
           You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
           And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
          
           I wanted the fame, but not the cover of Newsweek
           Oh, well, guess beggars can't be choosey
           Wanted to receive attention for my music
           Wanted to be left alone in public. Excuse me
           For wanting my cake and eat it too, and wanting it both ways
           Fame made me a balloon 'cause my ego inflated
           When I blew; see, but it was confusing
           'Cause all I wanted to do is be the Bruce Lee of loose leaf
           Abused ink, used it as a tool when I blew steam (wooh!)
           Hit the lottery, oh wee
           But with what I gave up to get it was bittersweet
           It was like winning a used mink
           Ironic 'cause I think I'm getting so huge I need a shrink
           I'm beginning to lose sleep: one sheep, two sheep
           Going cuckoo and cooky as Kool Keith
           But I'm actually weirder than you think
          
           Now, I ain't much of a poet but I know somebody once told me
           To seize the moment and don't squander it
           'Cause you never know when it all could be over tomorrow
           So I keep conjuring, sometimes I wonder where these thoughts spawn from
           (Yeah, pondering'll do you wonders.
           No wonder you're losing your mind the way it wanders.)
           Yoda-loda-le-hee-hoo
           I think it went wandering off down yonder
           And stumbled on 'ta Jeff VanVonderen
           'Cause I need an interventionist
           To intervene between me and this monster
           And save me from myself and all this conflict
           'Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it
           My OCD's conking me in the head
           Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking
           I'm just relaying what the voice in my head's saying
           Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the