Madison Graves

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WHEN IT HURTS 
          Have you ever felt a type of hurt
          That took your breath away
          Gasping for air you panic
          As the tears stream down your face
          Have you ever felt a hurt so bad
          That collapsed you to your knees
          The worst feeling that you've ever had
          That you feared would never ease
          This is how I sometimes feel
          When I remember all that's gone
          Sometimes it seems so unreal 
          Like the ending turned out wrong
          Have you felt it in your chest 
          Face turning red and feeling flushed 
          When you can't get the thoughts to rest
          And everything just hurts too much 
          This is how I sometimes feel
          When I start to fear my future 
          Sometimes it feels so unreal
          As I'm deep in my self-torture 
          I need to regroup and take control
          Of all the things I possibly can 
          As I take a deep breath  
          And just let go of anything I can't

You Don’t Just Lose Someone Once.
          You don’t just lose someone once.
          You lose them when you close your eyes at night.
          And as you open them each morning.
          You lose them throughout the day.
          An unused coffee cup.
          An empty chair.
          A pair of boots no longer there.
          You lose them as the sun sets.
          And darkness closes in.
          You lose them as you wonder why.
          Staring at a star lit sky.
          You lose them on the big days.
          Anniversaries.
          Birthdays.
          Graduations.
          Holidays.
          Weddings.
          And the regular days too.
          You lose them in a song they used to sing.
          The scent of their cologne.
          A slice of their favorite pie.
          You lose them in conversations you will never have.
          And all the words unsaid.
          You lose them in all the places they’ve been.
          And all the places they longed to go.
          You lose them in what could have been.
          And all the dreams you shared.
          You lose them as the seasons change.
          The snow blows.
          The flowers blossom.
          The grass grows.
          The leaves fall.
          You lose them again and again.
          Day after day.
          Month after month.
          Year after year.
          You lose them as you pick up the broken pieces.
          And begin your life anew.
          You lose them when you realize.
          This is your new reality.
          They are never coming back.
          No matter how much
          You miss them or
          Need them.
          No matter how hard you pray.
          They are gone.
          And you must go on.
          Alone.
          Time marches on, carrying them further and further way.
          You lose them as your hair whitens and your body bends with age.
          Your memory fades.
          And the details begin to blur.
          Their face stares back at you from a faded photograph.
          Someone you used to know.
          You think you might have loved them once.
          A long time ago.
          Back then.
          When you were whole.
          You don’t just lose someone once.
          You lose them every day.
          Over and over again.
          For the rest of your life

Hey girlie 

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me 
          
          When tomorrow starts without me,
          And I'm not there to see,
          If the sun should rise and find your eyes
          all filled with tears for me,
          
          I wish so much you wouldn't cry
          The way you did today,
          While thinking of the many things,
          We didn't get to say.
          
          I know how much you love me,
          As much as I love you,
          and each time that you think of me,
          I know you'll miss me too.
          
          But when tomorrow starts without me,
          Please try to understand,
          That an angel came and called my name,
          And took me by the hand,
          and said my place was ready,
          In heaven far above,
          And that I'd have to leave behind
          All those I dearly love.
          
          But as I turned to walk away,
          A tear fell from my eye
          For all my life, I'd always thought,
          I didn't want to die.
          
          I had so much to live for,
          So much left yet to do,
          It seemed almost impossible,
          That I was leaving you.
          
          I thought of all the yesterdays
          The good ones and the bad,
          I thought of all the love we shared,
          and all the fun we had
          
          If I could re-live yesterday
          Just even for a while,
          I'd say good-bye and kiss you
          And maybe see you smile.
          
          But then I fully realized,
          That this could never be,
          For emptiness and memories,
          would take the place of me.
          
          And when I thought of worldly things,
          I might miss come tomorrow,
          I thought of you, and when I did,
          My heart was filled with sorrow.
          
          But when I walked through heaven's gates,
          I felt so much at home
          When God looked down and smiled at me,
          From His great golden throne.
          
          He said, "This is eternity,
          And all I've promised you."
          Today your life on earth is past,
          But here life starts anew
          
          I promise no tomorrow,
          But today will always last,
          And since each day's the same way
          There's no longing for the past.
          
          You have been so faithful,
          So trusting and so true.
          Though there were times
          You did some things
          You knew you shouldn't do.
          
          But you have been forgiven
          And now at last you're free.
          So won't you come and take my hand
          And share my life with me?
          
          So when tomorrow starts without 

Hi you didn’t piss me off

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