It sucks because you go through life hoping someone will notice when something is wrong. But no one ever really does, because you try so hard to lie and fake a smile. And then you realize you're a really good actor and things won't change. How do you tell someone you cry yourself to sleep because you don't feel like you're good enough? They might ask who made you feel that way, then how do you tell them it's your own thoughts? That you are the one telling yourself over and over again that you aren't good enough. You can't. Because of course they won't understand.
