Maimed_Morale

We’ve established that I am somewhat potentially back. It ain’t confirmed, but, men, whatever. I need to build up my morale now, and, yeah, man, tis utterly destroyed. I need to talk to someone later, but, essentially, I need an indoor hobby, sí?
          	
          	Writing. I need to pick up writing again.
          	
          	Bloody hell. I should’ve never stopped writing, but give ’em some word count in any of my edgy works, man. “P*nch* todos ng tiempo c*ler*.  uló ng bobo,” I realised. Man. My sanity right now is so low.
          	
          	Vale, enough rambling, and to the point: I am thinking of “LISA [game], Fallout, and a bit SCP” Fanfiction right now. I put ’em in quotes because that’s the entire FF, except it might be an original work rather than a FF. But, I can’t quite intend to claim it as “original” when it’s inspired.
          	
          	It'll be up to the readers’ opinion. The FF is a lot grimy, I believe? Horrid, possibly not what my followers would like, but, uh. . . -shrug- I need smth to work on and not put them down for a (permanent) Hiatus. Plus, duh, it’s LISA inspired. Tis goin’ dark, men.
          	
          	Also, wtf? What do y’all use Wattpad coins for?

Maimed_Morale

@liliVa3 I might be mostly off, actually. I'm putting in words once per day. The only time I'm active is when I want to fix my drafted chapters. Lol
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Maimed_Morale

@Lord-RingFinger I'mma guess you stopped using Wattpad too. Lmfao
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Maimed_Morale

We’ve established that I am somewhat potentially back. It ain’t confirmed, but, men, whatever. I need to build up my morale now, and, yeah, man, tis utterly destroyed. I need to talk to someone later, but, essentially, I need an indoor hobby, sí?
          
          Writing. I need to pick up writing again.
          
          Bloody hell. I should’ve never stopped writing, but give ’em some word count in any of my edgy works, man. “P*nch* todos ng tiempo c*ler*.  uló ng bobo,” I realised. Man. My sanity right now is so low.
          
          Vale, enough rambling, and to the point: I am thinking of “LISA [game], Fallout, and a bit SCP” Fanfiction right now. I put ’em in quotes because that’s the entire FF, except it might be an original work rather than a FF. But, I can’t quite intend to claim it as “original” when it’s inspired.
          
          It'll be up to the readers’ opinion. The FF is a lot grimy, I believe? Horrid, possibly not what my followers would like, but, uh. . . -shrug- I need smth to work on and not put them down for a (permanent) Hiatus. Plus, duh, it’s LISA inspired. Tis goin’ dark, men.
          
          Also, wtf? What do y’all use Wattpad coins for?

Maimed_Morale

@liliVa3 I might be mostly off, actually. I'm putting in words once per day. The only time I'm active is when I want to fix my drafted chapters. Lol
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Maimed_Morale

@Lord-RingFinger I'mma guess you stopped using Wattpad too. Lmfao
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Maimed_Morale

I don’t remember anything in here. I’m not kidding. 
          
          Anyway, tis just a life update, I suppose? Nothing too important.
          
          I bet, like, most of the followers here quit Wattpad — because Mystic is gone, and I genuinely wanted to read his Ben 10 FFs. At least I can still read my friends’ stuff. -sigh-
          
          Welp, anyway, someone advised me to write again due to some personal issues. I stopped working out, lost all that damn progress. I’ll just rely on military NCO training, but my superior officers will most likely torture the hell out of me.
          
          Men, I had to take a gap year. School ended like five months ago, went to prom alone without my plus one since Angel -sigh- has a strict mum. Relatable, and I understand that now seeing how screwed this country is. I was expecting to study more during this year, but, hey, of course, I need a tutor. Who knew that I turned out to be neurodivergent with short attention span? I had only one successful tutor in Math; He knew how to deal with me, cared about my grades - me. I had a 70% for a total average. I haven’t achieved that for so damn long, or if I ever had achieved it.
          
          I’ll be home in my native country by Septiembre o Octubre. Man, it could be by December. Tis a good thing my folks decided that my little sister Rosa would leave this country with me, for the sake of her education and mental state. . . and safety. . . Other than the weird sexualisation on her, despite her being extremely underaged, Israelis are, like, wow! When will they ever stop attacking this country?
          
          And, uh - I accidentally exposed myself to a long-time crush. Also, hi, you might be reading. — Man, I genuinely wish we live in a same town, so I can take you out. This is rlly petty from me. Mate, I’m going to download DC on my phone and Instagram soon. Just gimme time. I have internet and storage issues. My PC has undoubtedly caught a malware/virus. Don’t ask.
          
          If you needlessly read this to the end. Kudos? Impressed here.

Lord-RingFinger

I love how you said hi you might be reading, love you hun 
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Lord-RingFinger

Helloooo bubs. WHERE ARE YOU :\. IM GETTING WORRIED. AND SO IS SILVER. Text us when you get back please love.

Maimed_Morale

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Uh, okay, Imma say I'm not gunna open Wattpad anymore because I haven't been satisfied with my performance at school although I was being told that I did improve personally by the school principal after my "chronic depression" phase (Yeah, I just realised how much in a deep shit I was). I keep falling behind and people are genuinely rude by referring to my race (Asians) being dumb. Additionally, I want to develop my physique into a broader build, obtain many scores in basketball, and attempt to achieve an organised life is a part of my goal now.
          I want to write and mainly read, but apparently, I am not a great time manager, so Wattpad has to permanently go until summer (unless I manage to join summer school because I can't seem to excel better than everyone).
          
          In short? I want to make them more pissed at me by improving more because they hate me for unknown reasons that they refuse to talk to me about, though they're probably racist and that doesn't make any sense.
          
           So, take care, everyone.

Maimed_Morale

@liliVa3 because the majority of Asians here actually are struggling to get higher grades. Lmfao
            They claim that they have the hardest school system in the world, but I strongly disagree... we just didn't care, some of us had bigger problems and their parents were lenient.
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liliVa3

@Maimed_Morale where did they get the idea asians are dumb. They are quite clever. 
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Maimed_Morale

Late announcememt: I got my name changed from MoodyMinor to Maimed_Morale after for... technically from the start of this account. I actually planned the name change at my 21th birthday to become the official adult, but then I realised that majority of people think of 18+ as grownups. I know I am not eighteen yet, but considering how inactive and have the desperate need to reminding myself my time as a teenager is nearly over.

liliVa3

@Maimed_Morale I think that's great, maimed. You're how old now
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