⚠️‼️»»»ꜰᴏʀᴍᴇʀʟʏ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ᴀꜱ ᴍᴏᴏᴅʏᴍɪɴᴏʀ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴀʟʟ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴏᴍ 2006-2024. ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ; ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ ʙᴇ ʙɪᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ꜱᴄᴀᴛᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ. ʀᴇᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀʏ ʜᴀꜱ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴘᴀɪɴꜰᴜʟ ᴏʀ ꜰʀɪɢʜᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ. ɪꜰ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ᴍᴇᴛ, ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ, ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴀʟʟ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ᴀꜱ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴘᴀꜱꜱᴇꜱ ʙʏ ᴍᴇʀᴇʟʏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ, ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʜᴀʟꜰ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴅɪᴇꜱ ᴏꜰꜰ.❝  Sorry. 

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  There is no such thing as creative writing when it came to me. A simple task to think of a short story is hard labour, such as finishing up a complete sentence. I am no writer when I can't finish up a thought. A single, short paragraph is already a frustrating sight. I cannot appreciate anything, as I cannot think of anything. All these works of mine will forever remain drafted, unappreciated, and mostly loathed. Lmao

This goes the same for art.

I hate writing. I hate art. It took years to fully acknowledge that. Also, help, why does my brain try so hard to hide smth from me? I verbally pulled myself out. LMFAO