Malshipsthebullshit

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In honour of h’s birthday imma go to my fav record store and buy some shit, I’ll keep you updated on that

Malshipsthebullshit

Omg no way Harry is 31 I can’t believe itttt!!!! I’m so grateful for everything he has taught me and I truly believe I would not be out and happy if it wasn’t for him. Ask me what I do when I’m sad and I’ll say fine line. 
          
          Harry we all love you much happy birthday pookie!

Malshipsthebullshit

Happy birthday my zaynieeee 
          Thank you for everything you have given to me and all the wise things you have taught me. I couldn’t lead myself to be a better person without you. It takes a lot to understand you but it’s always worth it because I learn something valuable. Love you so so much, it’ll all be alright <3

PixieMoon28

I WANNA WRITE YOU A SONG

Malshipsthebullshit

Heyyyyy it’s Lou’s birthday! I’m so grateful for the way this man has just came into my life and made it sunnier. He has made me a better person and mainly helped me understand who I am. He’s always going to be the man I obsess over but also the man that keeps me from falling apart. So thanks to Jo and the way she’s fixed my life by bringing Louis to us.

PixieMoon28

Hi baby 

PixieMoon28

@Malshipsthebullshit that’s cos you’re my smol little baby ♥️ ughhh wish I could hug you for real rn! 
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Malshipsthebullshit

@PixieMoon28 I don’t know what to do with my love for you. It doesn’t fit in my small little human heart
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Malshipsthebullshit

HOW IS EVERYONE ????

Malshipsthebullshit

@getout_of_my_kitchen well I should bc I actually don’t miss it, but I don’t think I was until you said this, which got me to thinking
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getout_of_my_kitchen

@Malshipsthebullshit aww thats so good you must be so proud 
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Malshipsthebullshit

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@getout_of_my_kitchen I’m currently doing just fine and I’m getting my shit together. ( it’s been a while since I’ve smoked or done sh)
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Malshipsthebullshit

Right when I had started being ok Liam gone is coming back at me and it’s been a while since I was this sad. Istg I don’t have the power to do anything I just want him back

HPDIRECTIONER

@Malshipsthebullshit I'm so sorry, love, I completely get it. I don't understand how one second someone can be alive and here, but the next they're not.
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Malshipsthebullshit

@HPDIRECTIONER also a few weeks prior to liams passing I saw a dream about Harry dying and I woke up in panic almost crying. I calmed down bc I knew it was just a dream and then I said all kinds of things like he is to young, that would never happen, etc. and then we lost Liam
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Malshipsthebullshit

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@HPDIRECTIONER it’s them fucking edits and reels ig, that’s stupid but anyways. It’s just that I and for some reason I feel that we as a fandom have been through so much and this was just finishing. I could never imagine my life without any of the boys but now I have to do that, he’s always been there and the new year is coming without him.
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PixieMoon28

Do you know what the moon does on moonless nights? It watches the sky from afar to see if it will miss her...
          The sky, even when it's adorned by a million stars, still waits for the moon, for nothing feels complete without the softness the moon brings...
          
          I miss you, Mal!

Malshipsthebullshit

@PixieMoon28 oh you just made my heart melt, I’m so sorry I haven’t been around and I miss you tooooooo
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PixieMoon28

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