My birthday is coming up. And before any of you wish me a happy one, let me just say, "Don't bother." I'm in a bad place right now, and I don't even know if I'll be mentally here enough to acknowledge it. Everything is a mess right now and I hate myself, so don't expect new content for the foreseeable future, or potentially ever again. I'll try to push through this, but right now I just want to go to sleep and wake up in a new life.