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Opening Wattpad for the first time in a while, most of your favourite writers aren't active anymore, you're not the same person who used to read with passion in fact you're not interested anymore, living the baddest days you could ever live with a lot and a lot of heart breaks , nothing is the same and you lost your spark , you lost yourself and you're not the one who used to feel safe in this place, not the one who used to run to read one of your favourite novels and wait for the next part , and no matter how hard you tried to read anything else you just can't, and you stuck in this hole of darkness and shit but you can not help yourself, with no friends no family and no boyfriend , now you realise that it's just you and no one else, it's just you against the world, and you know you're not gonna win , so now you're just waiting for your death cuz maybe you'll be okay when it happens or maybe you just won't feel as bad as you're feeling in your life. Maybe you'll be okay but you know you won't .