I'm responsible and carefree. I use to give off bad bitch vibes but I've softened. I can come off as cold indirectly, but when you get to know me I'm the niceest person. My face just looks weird when I'm thinking... which happens a lot. I use to mask my feelings a lot. Now just rarely. Its easy and I rarely trust people. I have trouble loving people romantically. I'm in a relationship but I don't want to get burned. I don't have an example of what love should look like, but I want it. I've made bad decisions and learnt from them. No regrets because each mistake has shaped me to the person I am today. With my "cold, distant demenaor" no one expected me to be intelligent. No one expected me to read a lot of books in my free time. No one expected me to have insecurities with my high confidence. No one expected me to be a sucker for romance. But since gaining a leadership position, I had grown to be more supportive and responsible for others. So emit a warming and welcoming demeanor. I get in my feelings when I listen to music, when I cry I prefer to be alone because I dont cry often. I drown myself in sad music in my room. Its almost a coping mechanism. Release it before it bursts out one day. I'm a very emotional person on the inside, a lot hurts me even though most people dont know it. However, I'm easy to laugh with and smile when with the right people. I'm closed off with strangers i get a bad vibe from, and confident when I want to be.