@MarvelFangirl17 I’ve actually been in this situation before, far too many times. Just please don’t give in. I know you’re not me or anyone else but you, but I’ve given in a few times. The worst time I’d given in, I was 10 got myself into a pretty dark state of mind, and destroyed the relationships I had with my family. It took me 11 years of counseling, therapy, and medications to even START showing my true colours. I just barely started to regain my relationship with little sister and my little brother. My other two little sisters still don’t like me much, one doesn’t even acknowledge that exist. Now, I don’t know if I’ll get back to who I used to be, or how happy I used to be, just don’t let that happen to you. Keep your head up, chest out, and strut your stuff! Let your freak flag fly! March to your own beat. Sing your own tune. Write your own story. But if, in that story, someone hurts your, throw them out. Life is a rollercoaster track with lots of twists, turns, ups, downs, and loops. Don’t let your cart stop. Don’t let your cart go off the track. Don’t let your cart break down.