Hey everyone…
I honestly didn’t think I’d be writing this on a random Thursday evening, but I think it’s time I’m honest with both myself and all of you.
For the past few months, I haven’t really been doing okay. I’ve slowly fallen back into the same place I was in a few years ago, and it’s been one of the worst feelings to experience again. With exams getting closer and everything piling up, I haven’t felt like myself at all lately.
I’ve been losing my spark, my motivation, and even my passion for things I normally love, including writing.
Writing used to be my escape, the place that made everything feel lighter, but recently it’s started to feel mentally and physically exhausting to constantly keep up and update. I kept trying to push through it and convince myself I was okay, but the truth is I’m not.
So for now, I’m going to be less active than usual and take a step back for a bit. I really need to focus on myself, heal properly, and try to find that happiness and excitement for life again because right now, I feel very far from it.
Please don’t worry too much about me, and please know this wasn’t an easy thing to admit. I just don’t want to keep pretending everything is fine when it isn’t.
Thank you for being patient with me, for supporting my stories, and for staying here even during quieter moments. It truly means more than I can explain.
I hope one day I’ll come back feeling like myself again and when I do, I want it to be genuine.
Take care of yourselves too.
