That person even called them babe like maybe it’s just jealousy but why, I shouldn’t have been a coward when I got the chance, or I could try to make myself fall in love with someone else anybody would do honestly, but I want them I know that’s not how life works and I also hate that, I’ll probably try to make myself fall in love with someone, who wants to volunteer? Lol. Anyways I need to figure out something to get this feeling out of my system because I hate it but I love it, I hate the pain I feel from it but love the passion so much every touch of their is something so different, but I need to get over this now, need to move on but the what if’s are what keeps me hooked on this thing
