ᯓ★Wormhorse⋆☽༝

Hi, I've been slacking off even though i promised I'll come back, sorry about that. I got a higher dose of antidepressants and they make me feel shitty for a bit before I get better, so I'm pretty sure this'll be it. Luv u guys <3

Hello, I’m not here to talk about my account, etc. I really want to make sure you are safe. For anyone of my followers that are in the US, and you for maybe have a different first/second language, are a POC, come from an immigrant background, please, be as careful as you can. Even if you are an American citizen, please try to only speak a different language, only at home or with other people you trust. ICE roams the streets and arrest/literally take hostage and assault pretty much anyone who isn’t speaking American, has an accent, and also just POC. They aren’t targeting immigrants. They are targeting and profiling anyone who isn’t white, American speaking. I advise you all to spend most of your time at home. It’s fucking barbaric that things like this is happening, and that I am advising you all to hide parts of your descent, culture and be so paranoid. I really think it’s extremely wrong you have to do this to try and stay safe. But right now, it’s probably the most you can do to try and keep you and your family and friends safe for the most part. ICE does horrible things to the people taken into custody, and don’t trust anyone that seems to roam in your neighborhood that you don’t immediately recognize. If you walk/bike to school please try a shortcut and make the trip as short as possible. I don’t often talk about politics, but I think this is an extremely necessary announcement. Just know if you’re afraid, I’m always here to talk. I can’t help that much, but I’m here to at least try and comfort. If you want to message me in priv, just ask for snap, discord, insta, etc. and now I’d like to have a moment of silence for some people who have fallen victim to ICE. May you all rest in peace;
          
          -Genry Ruiz Guillén
          -Serawit Gezahegn Dejene
          -Renee Nicole Good
          -Alex Jeffrey Pretti
          -Luis Gustavo Núñez Cáceres
          
          Fuck ICE. Fuck trump. And if you see no problem with any of this, fuck you too. Trump is in the files, he’s a rapist and a pedophile and shouldn’t be president.

Oh my gosh I figured it out I’m a trans femboy. That’s the root of all of my fucking problems. Wattpad makes you gay, kids.

Amazing news, I am now working on new chapters both for my oneshots but also if people are interested in reading my own original story with own original characters, that would be fun. So if any of you guys happen to be a sucker for doomed yuri and angst, you might have something to look forwards to…

My god, frick you guys if y’all are even still on here… I really want to keep writing again, do y’all want more sanegiyuu oneshots? TwT

Omg, Is Ronja coming back!=!?!?!?!?!??!=!="1++0q<+1+q1<q 
          
          hell naw i'm just crashing in here to tell y'all I became bored and finished an old draft in my oneshot book. I actually originally planned to finish it like 6 months ago and release it as I left. But uhh that didn't happen and I kinda left y'all empty handed. So ig this is sorta an apology??? (go check it out)
          
           I'm gonna dip again tho so don't get y'alls hopes up there will be NO MORE AFTER THIS I SWEAR LET A GIRL RECONNECT WITH HER ROOTS
          
          But that doesn't mean I don't super duper miss you guys and I don't love you anymore yadayada I think about this era EVERY WEEK YALL HAUNT ME SO BAD 
          
          So this is the actual final goodbye. Duckfucker out, bitches ❤️❤️❤️

Guys this might not come as a surprise to some of you considering my inactiveness (you can probably guess rn what I'm about to say) 
          
          I'm gonna quit Wattpad, I just straight up don't have any motivation to write or continue with this. It was a fun hyperfixation but it's time to move on. If I ever want to write fanfics in the future I will make a new account bc the DIABOLICAL THINGS I've said on this acc is so... Erm, yeah. I haven't updated for so long and if I ever am bored I will continue on a draft I have and might just post it, but it's a very slim chance I will. 
          
          Just remember I really love you guys a lot and I loved laughing with you and getting to know all of you, I'll miss all of you crazy bastards. I've had my bad moments here and you've been there to support me. I just want to say, I love you guys so, so so so so so much I can't put it into words. This was such a wild chapter in my life (idk why I'm getting so into this it's a cringy Wattpad acc I'm abandoning ffs) and Uhm, I just dunno how to say goodbye. So many ppl I wanna @ rn but I got a train to catch tmr so maybe next time. Cya guys ❤️

GUESS WHOS BIRTHDAY ITS GONNA BE NEXT MONTH 

/v kinda?? 
          
          I just remembered during Christmas break I had traveled back to he north for the holidays and me and my friend went swimming and we were in the like really warm pool with the bubbles all alone just relaxing and making whirlpools when this guy who looks to be in his mid 40's comes and sits down with his daughter who looks to be about five years old. So like me and my friend sit down and start talking to be civil and not swim around and then she leans closer to me and whispers "that guy is staring at you" and I was like "girl huh no way lmao" like I kinda brushed it off 
          
          But then when I glanced at him he WAS. like full on STARING. so I turned to her and whispered "shit you're right he's staring" and she was like "WTF" and so we tried to act normal and I looked at him for a few seconds and he was not taking his eyes off of me and had this sort of smirk on his face that was really creepy while his daughter was trying to get his attention and so I turn to my friend and I was like "this is so weird he's smiling at me really creepily" and she was like "dw don't freak out" and I kept on glancing at him and he wouldn't stop looking at me weirdly and istg I was kinda terrified. And the fact he was with his 5 YR OLD DAUGHTER. and then finally they leave and we just burst out almost screaming because WTF WAS THAT?? 
          
          I was just so genuinely weirded out because this is like the first time I've ever had a grown fucking man creepily stare at me. It's kinda disgusting tbh. He looked so fucking lost in thought just staring right at me and I'm so glad I didn't start acting up like I usually would because god knows what could've happened and I'm so thankful we were in such a public space. We didn't see them more after that. 

I just got banned in rblx cuz me n my friend was joking around in natural disaster (including giving each other backshots along with this dude who spammed the n word and said he was a nazi among other things to us lmao) and i was banned for the phrases "So after taco bell its a rocket" (He said his ass was a rocket), the word "NOO" and erm "HARDER" (Pookie was backshotting me ;P)  AND HE DID NOT GET BANNED AFTER SAYING HE HOPED WE WOULD BE RAPED AND KILLED AND TORTURED AND CALLED US THE WEIRD ONES FOR FOLLOWING HIM AROUND